Did I tell you about my car accidents?

I am always giving my opinion and telling you stories on this blog about real-life events that have happened to me. Today I am telling you this because something has been bothering me and I all of sudden had an epiphany about my car accident in January 2021. First, I will tell you about the day of the accident and then second, I will tell you about the events that happened before my accident. It was a warm late January when one day I decided to make a move I had no business making. Everything I had a taste for was on Panola Road so I decided to take a drive to Panola Road. My conscious did not want me over there for some reason but now when I think about it. I know why my conscious did not want me over there. My first stop was Dairy Queen that was closer to where I stayed at. I had a taste for a hotdog and a blizzard. For some strange reason, instead of getting my Cookout ice first (which was further away). I made a stupid decision to get my hotdogs first. As soon as I got my hotdogs, I went to the Cookout to get my ice. Once again, my conscious was screaming at me to take my weird ass home, but my pica was getting the best of me. After I left the cookout, I went through Quik Trip’s parking lot and hit the road. Before I could get home there was traffic due to a Marta bus pick up. As soon as I pulled up behind this truck, something told me pull over and park so that I can enjoy my food. Once again, I ignored the signs. Now when it comes to exactly how I totaled my car, this is where the story becomes hazy because when you look at the damages. You would have thought that I was speeding but I was not. I could have sworn my foot was on the brake but for some strange reason it was not. I am very aware how long it takes for a Marta bus to do pick-ups and drop offs and around this time I had been in the area now for a year. There was no excuse for what had happened to me. All I know is that I looked up and my car had rolled up on this black truck. I did not have any injuries just scratches from me clutching the wheel and bruises from my seat belt. The other driver was fine as well (which was shocking to me with the damage I had done to his car). What did not make any sense was the damage to my car and the other driver car. With how hard I had hit this man’s truck, you would think that his car would have hit the car in front of him. It did not. Another strange thing that was going on that day was I for some reason was extremely irritated. My mood was off and normally I like to get something to eat off of Druid Hills Road instead of Panola. I also had a stye on my eyelid. I do not have a baby, so I do not know why that was there. (Also, I do not eat booty). I could not figure out why and how I totaled my car that day but then I had an epiphany about a strange character I had Postmates for. Once again it was a grey day and slightly warm for a winter month. I had picked someone’s order up and was on my way to giving this person their order. When I got to the door tell me why this person gave me Chris Stokes vibes. At this point of the story, you are probably wondering why am I bringing this up? Well remember when Raz B was in Atlanta when he rolled out of a car with a friend and broke his wrist? The next day he was in another state scaling a hospital building. There was also a situation of him making a video saying that he did not feel safe on the Millenium Tour. I believe that his cousin is stalking him, and I also feel like his negative energy affected my driving in late January. I feel like people are more involved in the dark side of spirituality than the light side and pretends that they are more light than dark. Just because the world thinks that people who are Jehovah Witnesses are not of the world does not mean that they do not play in the underworld. I have had doubt about this but now I know exactly what had happened to me that winter afternoon. Another thing I would like to add is the night I met Raz for the first time. I was on Bigo live by myself when a random man came on my live and started talking to me. I was so happy and still on a high after meeting Raz and I told the guy that I had met him for the first time, and I was a fan since I was 11. The guy then went on to tell me that he knew Marques and them and that they were “good people”. Now that I look back three years later, I was warned about dealing with Raz and I should have been more careful when it came to talking out or speaking out against someone that I do not know. The truth be told, I should have waited until his ex-wife came out instead. I probably would still have my car till this day. This is the story about why I stop advocating for people and started advocating for me.

It is okay when yall do it to Drake but when we do it to Kim K. we hating.

I do not talk about this beef in my podcast and my live because I feel like it is a distraction from what is really going on. It does not mean that I am not aware of what the beef is about, but I am noticing something in this most recent rap battle. I am very aware that Drake started the fight but be patient with me because the point I am going to drive in the end will make it make sense. Right now, Drake is losing, and it is because his Scorpio is Scorpio Ing. He can dish it but cannot take it. it has come to my attention that Kendrick has hit a sore spot with Drake and instead of dragging Kendrick’s ass, he is winning about how everything was not true and how he practically set Kendrick up. All I have to say is……where bitch? This is what I do not like about my generation and Zers. We want to say hurtful things to people but get mad when someone says something hurtful to us. You cannot throw stones living in a glass house. It is not what Kendrick said is new because people been peeped Drake’s friendships with underage girls. For him to repeatedly say he is not a pedo…. makes it worst. This is why you cannot Thanos snap everybody. Drake is sounding like Nicki Minaj in her battle against Meg. I find it funny how all of the black men are coming for him for being gentrified pop rapper. Saying he is whiter when he is black. The thing about this is……why when black women say this about Kim Kardashian, we are haters???? This rap battle is showing me how you can piss everybody off and all of a sudden you ain’t black enough and you are gentrified. Do not get it twisted, Drake is more of a pop star than a rapper but wasn’t y’all all for his half white ass before?? Every single last one of these rappers (except Pusha P) have done a collaboration with him. How are you mad at the monster you have created??? Just like with Nicki Minaj, people have been calling out Drake for being a plant for years. Now that he is a multi-platinum selling and multi-millionaire artist, we want to drag him. I will continually say this, we have to stop pouring into people who do not want to give us the credit. Then he had the nerve to Thanos snap y’all and got snapped back really hard. All this beef is telling me is who got it and who does not have it. Also Drake go claim them chirren you have with them women. With yo hoe ass.

Movie Analysis:

I will be starting a new segment talking about movies and how do they mirror real life situation. My first two movies will be Event Horizen and Life. The irony about these movies is that they were created 20 years apart (Event Horizon was made in 1997 and Deus in 2022). In the movie Event Horizon, you are introducing to a crew that is searching for a missing ship. That finally turned back up out of thin air. The ship appearance came from the black hole. Now in the movie Deus, the crew finds a black hole and are told that it could save humanity. In the movie Event Horizon, the crew finds out that the mysterious black hole is hell and in Deus the population is lie to and told it is heaven. I find this to be interesting because turn of events considering that some scientists do not believe in heaven or hell. Also, it is believed that life does not exist inside of a black hole. In a matter of fact, a lot of stars demise have come from the black hole itself. With these two movies (and Interstellar), both of brought up the possibilities of life inside of the black hole. Should make NASA want to explore the black hole. I remember being in my science classes and being so scared of the black hole. The thought that there was something out there that could suck up a planet made me fearful of the day it got close to Earth. Now you would think that there was a brave soul out there who was willing to go inside of the black hole, but due to the fearmongering. No one wants to see what is inside of the black hole. Long story short, what if there is another planet or dimension inside of the black hole?? Little that we know, I feel like we are in the dark ages. The reason why we are in the dark ages because we are no longer exploring because we are content with the old knowledge that we still have. no one is building anymore. We have been teaching the same thing over and over again with no results or revolution. Beside the fact that we have not evolved in our learning and exploring, I want to also talk about how both of these movies have exploited the black hole. Both of these movies’ theories have spiritual connotation. The both the scientist in both movies did not believe in God, better yet the idea of a heaven or hell. I believe the whole purpose of both Deus and Event Horizen is that do not be so involved in discovery to the point to where you do not believe, anything. In order for humankind to evolve we have to accept other beliefs and other theories could be the answer to all of our problems. The cure for everything has always been there, we just have to stop exploring things that do not serve us and start exploring what we already have. You would be surprised how spirituality and science are a lot alike.

Uncensored

I was not able to watch his uncensored on TV One but from looking at the comment section. It seems like you did do what I asked you to do. I keep forgetting that you did not publish those videos, your brother did. For that reason and that reason only, I am assuming we will not get the full story out of you about your abuse. It is probably best especially if you want the authorities to take your case seriously. I still cannot help but feel frustrated with you because you do not understand how many people go to bat for you. Anyway, it is not like you are listening to me or reading my blog. Now that I look back at our “misunderstanding”. I feel like you were in some way asking for help. I felt like you were asking for help and then like a typical Gemini. You pulled back when I got too close to you. The truth is I know the truth as to what happened to that beautiful and very talented young man. I can still hear you crying and laughing to keep from crying. You do not want people to see you like they saw you last year and I understand. What I still for the life of me do not understand is why did you do me like that? The whole truth and nothing but the truth is all I wanted to give you was love and in return I got called a retarded bitch. I just wanted to get to know the guy I love and adored as a teenager. I should have never made it a business transaction because I knew that you were going to feel used. That was not my intention at all. I just wanted to have a friendship with you. You may feel used, but I feel used too. I am not somebody who is always asking for handouts. I prefer to go it alone and do it myself. You made my nightmare come true and it has been really hard for me to get past that. I am going to ask you like I asked you in Haitian Creole again, why me?

Beyonce going country.

This has been a conversation that should never have happened due to the fact that one we are 2024 and two black people are the roots of country and rock music. Anyways, it seems like even black people do not know their roots since they want to tussle in the comments with other stupid people. I would like to first start off with I believe that everybody should be able to do whatever music they want to do. As long as the pay homage to the founders. With that being established, black people been doing country music for decades now. Asked that black guy from Hootie and the Blowfish. Also known as Darius Rucker who so happened to be in trouble with the law right now. After Hootie and the Blowfish broke up, Darius has been making a splash in country music ever since. I am one of those people who feel like artist should be able to do whatever that makes them feel good. I have never had a problem with people doing hip hop as long as it is their story and not our story. I do not understand for the life of me how black people have not been seen as part of the southern diaspora. Black people built the south and for someone to get mad at black people doing music we already created is beyond me. The south would have no flavor if it wasn’t for black people so how dare you tell us we are not. With me saying this I have to talk out of both sides of my neck and explain why some people’s grievance with Beyonce nothing has to do with her race. For the last 20 years Beyonce has dominated the R&B and Pop category with no relief. It got to a point where Beyonce was so annoying that even the Bey Hive needed a break from her (especially between 2007-2009). Beyonce’s reign was so ruthless that she wouldn’t let anyone breathe. Alot of the artist who were trying to make it during the Beyonce reign are frustrated with not being about to be at the top and now. Beyonce trying to now do country sends fears through people because they saw her crush the R&B AND Pop scene and now, she is about to shut down country. I appreciate that she is acknowledging other black country artist, but it is time to let someone else shine. Beyonce is at legendary status and now all she has to do is shows. I feel like after bringing light to black country stars, she can now chill out. She also with this new era can lead the way for artist being able to be more versatile.

Story Time: Nature Boy Vibez

I have a blog about Charles and Mrs. Netta that I will be posting very soon but today I decided to talk about a recent roommate situation. This all started in November of 2019. I had just moved from my hometown of Covington, GA to Stone Mountain, GA. When I first moved in there was only six people staying in the house. Before the end of 2019 There were eight people in the house and nine by the time lockdown started. One of the nine people is this boy named Ish. I will not be using his real name, but Ish is the name I will be giving him for now. When he first moved into the house, we did not have any problems until he felt the need to throw me under the bus because he is promiscuous. It all started actually when the whole world went into lockdown. He was seeing a girl at the time. The girl he was seeing had to go to New York because the numbers spiked at the time in New York. She had left Ish with her pet black cat. Ish’s first few weeks with the cat was rough since the cat ran behind the walls in the downstairs space. Not only did the cat not like him but for some reason Ish went lurking for some meow mix for himself. It so happened to be one of the girl’s who was staying in the downstairs space. Now she was not the first girl he had slept with in the house at the time. In February he had slept with another girl’s girlfriend. According to him, the sex was not all that but her girlfriend, begged to differ. This time he got caught up with another roommate who stayed downstairs as well. This situation led to an unwanted baby and him throwing me under the bus because the cat had run away again. All of this drama started happening when Ish’s girlfriend was due back to Stone Mountain to check up on her cat. Instead of being an adult he had to blame someone in the house who did not worship him. That someone was me. He was trying to blame for the cat not liking his spirit and running away. we had a big blow-up as he continued to tell another guy in the house I was a problem. My question is, how was a problem when I had no interaction with him? The only thing I did that was annoying was listen to music really loud. It was also a trend for the men of the house to kick out women in the house. Now this was not successful for him because my mom was in the house as well. Not long after that ol girl who used to live downstairs told him she was pregnant and wanted to have the baby. He demanded that she get an abortion. Now if shawty did get an abortion that would be great, but something is telling me that she did not get one. After this drama he created in the house and the breakup he had with his girlfriend. His bedroom had become a swing door. He was screwing different girls throughout the week. I did not care about him sleeping around but I still did not like him. About three years later he decided to move. This was perfect up until he came back two months later. This was around the time that I had lost my great grandmother, so I was livid. He ended up leaving again and then came back around holiday season. Now since he has no respect for me. He leaves the bathroom dirty until he has a girl come over and sleep with him. Now that I told you the whole reason why I do not like him. Let me tell you something that I peep about him. Now for some reason one night he was talking loud to the two young dudes in the house. Now I was not paying attention because I was listening to O’Ryan Dj music but let’s just say he is notorious for being divisive in houses. It sounds to me like he likes to get in between mothers and daughters. If you know how mothers and daughters’ relationships are, it is very easy for men to exploit their relationship because women do not like each other. Long story short he was sleeping with the daughter and the mother, and the mother kicked his ass out the house. You are probably wondering, am i exaggerating?? the answer is no because when my stepdad was not home, he uses to knock on my mom’s door and pretend that he was looking for her husband. This negro knew good and well that her husband was at work. In this society due to how desperate some women are, they would have given this asshole what he wanted. My mom thank God is married. This is not the only narcissistic thing he has done. I notice that he has a strange relationship with his best friend. One day this guy went missing and his best friend who use to stay in the house was looking for him and more concerned about him than his momma. The next day a SUV dropped him off. It was a middle-aged black lady who I am trying to figure out if she is his mother or another fling. For him to not answer his phone the whole weekend while he was with this woman is extremely suspicious. He also claimed that he was antisocial. If I am not mistaken, antisocial personality disorder is a mental disorder where the person fails to comply with society’s standards. This would not be far-fetched for him because he is an Aquarius and aquariuses are known to hate society and its standard. I am pretty sure I will find out after I move out this house what his deal is but until then. I am going to lay low.

The Truth about Charles and Mrs. Netta

Before I go off on a tangent, I am warning you that this is an analysis of said couple that I am making and if it is not true, I will apologize for my assumptions. Now, back to my regularly schedule program I am going to say what everybody is thinking and are too scared to say due to the fact that this couple is LGBTQIA+. I feel like Mrs. Netta groomed Charles. Let me explain. I feel like Mrs. Netta has known Charles for a very long time and when I say a very long time. I am talking about Mrs. Netta has known Charles probably his whole life. Now the example I am giving you is only an example and has not been proven a fact. Anyway, for an example Mrs. Netta and Charles lives in a small town in Alabama, when Mrs. Netta was a young adult, she was an outcast to some degree but still had people around her that loved her. Now growing up for Charles he has be taught that being gay is bad but for some reason Mrs. Netta peek Charles’s interested. Young Charles got curious about Mrs. Netta and long story short, here we are today. Now throughout the years Charles had denied Mrs. Netta up until now. The reason why is because Charles has run out of options. None of the women in his hometown want anything to do with him and his chauvinist ways. Charles finally makes the decision to be with Mrs. Netta who is the only “woman” who is willing to bow down to him. Now somehow and some way Mrs. Netta and Charles has become a phenomenon on social media and now Mrs. Netta thinks she is a star honey. Right now, as we speak their 15 seconds of fame is fading away and Mrs. Netta has no clue why. If you want to know why their 15 seconds are up let me tell you why. People are laughing at them not with them and their relationship is fascinating because Charles seems straight and Mrs. Netta seems to be transgender (even though Mrs. Netta is not a transgender, Mrs. Netta is a character according to Mrs. Netta). People are starting to notice Charles doggish ways and how he is going to leave Mrs. Netta for a biological woman (due to the fact that Mrs. Netta and Charles both got BBLs). This relationship is a prime example of what happens when a broke man is in a relationship with a less desirable person ends up leaving once, they have a come up. Social media blogs have noticed that Mrs. Netta is a habitual lair because she has claimed that her and Charles are going to get their own reality show one and two. Mrs. Netta did a haul of bootleg designer bags trying to convince us all that she is rich bitch. This is what happens when the internet gives people the time of day. Now with that being said let’s talk about how Mrs. Netta groomed Charles into being with her. Since being with a biological woman has been a bad experience for Charles, Mrs. Netta felt like she could be a good replacement, so she has been cooking and cleaning for Charles just to make his bruised ego feel better. In a matter of fact that is what drew Charles to Mrs. Netta in the first place. She would cook for him until he bites the bait. He eventually did. I have seen biological women do this as well and long story short. As a woman I want you to not only like my cooking but my meow mixes too. If they think this is really love, then okay but the relationship is over because now Charles is outside. You have to be careful who you in lockdown with. You might not be able to get rid of them.

what happened to Onika???

For a decade I have warned people about how you are and who you are and now. You are proving me right, unfortunately. The part I was not expecting in this is the heavily medicated part due to the fact that Nicki is an island girl with island roots. I am shocked at how she has personified demonic possession and also handled it when being challenged things. I cannot lie at first, I admired your come up until, Cardi B came into the picture. Your true colors started to show and every bad thing I said about you came to light. I did not have to talk trash about you or drag you because Cardi and the Bardi gang was doing it. Now, I am severely confused of you. When Meg the Stallion came out with her new single “Hiss”, none of her diss I felt were directly toward you. I caught the Tory diss but the Nicki and Drake diss I did not catch until you said something ma’am. For you to go off the loose end and drag Kelsey’s ass into it. This is where I draw the line. (I also draw the line at you mentioning Meg’s deceased mother over and over again). Do not get it twisted, Meg is not innocent, but it is not okay for you to bring up someone else’s trauma to diss them in a track. I am not against a rap battle between females I am against bringing up people’s trauma to win the rap battle. This is also the reason why Nicki did not win as well. To lose both of your parents and almost your life is a very traumatic situation. It was not funny, and I of course feel like that Meg did not tell the true story but that does not negate her trauma. Next to that we also know that Nicki is notorious for putting her Zoo animal onto people. Her come back was the same thing she had been saying for the last 48 hours before she officially released her come back one and two to wish ill on someone’s unborn children is a one-way ticket to hell. Another thing, the beat was wack because she could not get a beat to be cleared by the producer who also produced for Meg the Stallion. With her being on Station head going off for days as well, this whole thing has made it seemed like Nicki has not only lost her touch but her mind. Some people are saying that she is snowboarding, but I feel like she has been popping percs personally. Not only has she been popping percs for the continuous liposuctions she has to get. Nicki has not been right since she married that Zoo animal of her’s. It is no way she is able to sleep peacefully at night knowing that she has married a sex offender who not only is capable of committing another crime but could hurt and her son too. I have a feeling that Onika herself, spends her days locked in her bedroom in her own house with her son. Not knowing what her “dear” husband is up to in the living room. Yes, she married Zoo for protection, but the truth is she has to be protected from Zoo too. For her to think that the whole Meg and Tory situation is something to joke about is beyond me. Another thing that gets under my skin with Nicki is the reference of the deceased. Not just with Meg’s mother but let’s talk about the line in Beyonce’s Flawless. Does she not understand that one day her day is coming one and two the same industry that fucked over Michael is the same industry that is about to fuck her over as well. The reason the industry is about to fuck her over is because of her husband being a zoo animal. Since she likes to pick fight of course the girls are going to consistently bring up her husband’s charges and the fact that he actually served time in prison for that. Is the reason why she has epically failed at achieving the same fire she had in the beginning. The best thing Nicki can do now is go on tour and shut up. I would never advise a woman to divorce her husband, especially if she is really in love with him. I do not sense that with Nicki and wish her the best and hope that she makes the best decision for not only her career but for her son. You know what you have to do, and I do not have to tell you what you have to do. Just do it mama. A billion dollars will be waiting for you and a good man at the end of this rainbow.