Lady Tiphanie Ma's Mind Emporium

I saw you T.S Madison show and you confirm something to be that my spirit guides told me earlier this month. You are still “pressed” about what happened to you during the Millenium Tour. This is also why you treating me the way you are treating and…I understand why. You feel used and abused and to wanted to make sure it didn’t happen anymore. This is why I am not sitting with you and smoozing with your boys right now right?! You didn’t want to mess up the juju with this reunion. The last thing you needed was an ungrateful bitch sitting around having beer and flirting with your bandmates. You didn’t want that. That explains the dream I had about me being in a car with your ex girlfriend.That is how you see me when it came down to me doing podcast sneak dissing you. I was hurt but I can see where you are coming from even more. Now it is time for me to tell you why I reacted the way I reacted. You have to understand that for the last ten years I have been rejected from so many jobs that I don’t know what to do with myself. From being an assistant teacher at a Day care center to working the drive through at Taco Bell. I have had a hard time keeping myself in the room. Now that I am getting an opportunity that I don’t want to loose. I feel like I am loosing it because it has been a long journey for me. I am one of those people where I need reassurance just to know how to move. When I told you that before you cussed me out. I meant that. I need to know how to move. I didn’t know what to expect from you and I still don’t know what is going to happen. Long story short I should have been more assertive about that I wanted to speak to you and just have a laid back convo with you. Now I don’t know if that’s going to happen. I wanted to get know the real you behind the man. I hope I didn’t mess that up but only time will tell.

As I watch episode eight of Bel-Air. I have to come to conclusion that I am Hilary Bank. With all of my life decisions I have made. I have always found a way out of something. This all started with going to college for me and went down from there. The truth is my dream was to become a a songwriter but I chicken out on that opportunity because of my social anxiety. Now I have been given an opportunity I my anxiety has been so bad with dealing with this opportunity I have that I have almost screwed myself out of it. The point I am trying to make is that my problem is being consistent. This whole time I have been looking for consistency through other people. When I should be consistent about what I want. Now that I am podcasting( and now blogging). I have found something that I love to do. Even though the money is slow. I am willing to stick to my guns and keep doing it. To all my young friends out their stay the course. Stop hopping around.

Every since I have left Bigo I have notice something. Not only the family I had doesn’t exist anymore but the people I use to hang out with on bigo….are not longer on their for 24hours. Aint that something? It seems like it was okay to waste my time but it is not okay for you to be sitting on a live for 24 hours by yourself or doing a panel without anybody on it? Wasn’t it you making fun of me for being a loner? It’s funny what people expect you to put up with when dealing with them but when it comes to you their tolerance is very low for your shit. My question is this. How you going to make fun of the fact that I didn’t have a job when wasn’t doing anything to help me get one? Two it was funny when certain people didn’t have nobody fucking with them but now it is you. You can’t bear the thought that they’re people in this world who doesn’t like you. Also to my little friend over there was it worth it manipulating people into disliking not only Papa but your crew too? How is life by the way without your internet sqaud? Yall did all that dirt only to become irrelevant yourselves. In the words of NeNe Leakes “You don’t get by by doing dirty honey!

if you are wondering if my mind is still heavy on the Romanovs the answer is yes. Except this time it is heavy on Anastasia or the person who personated her Anna Anderson. Now yall are probably wondering. What do these two have in common because one of them was technically not mentally competent. The other is a narcissistic wannabe. The one thing the two have in common is mistaken identity. Because of Netflix yall already know about Anna Sorokin but have you heard about Anna Anderson? Now Anna Anderson stories is a kicker because she was kind of force to believe that she was Grand Duchess Anastasia Romanov. Also there weren’t any DNA test or technology back then. To be honest with you I really think that people wanted to believe that Anna Anderson was the grand duchess so bad because it gave them hope that at least one Romanov was still alive. Unfortunately for Anna they didn’t find out that she was the grand duchess until she was deceased. Yes I do have sympathy for Anna Anderson because she was not competent and she wasn’t the one who made it public that she could be the late grand duchess. Now for Anna Sorkin I am still trying to figure out how in a day and age full of technology. She was able to get away with doing what she was doing. There is not excuse for mistaken identity during these times. This is crazy how people didn’t do a background check on this woman and her background with all the rich people she had conned. I suggest to everybody if you are suspicious of the people you are dealing with( including even my trustworthy ass) do a background check. I am a full believer that being a private investigator is one of those career that will never go out of style just simply because the world is full of con artist. Any way it is crazy how both had the world thinking they were someone of importance. My question is this with even Anna Sorkin. Are we so desperate to be around influential and rich people that we believe the lies of a con artist? You can’t full blame both women for the world wanting them to be something they are not. Same thing with Elizabeth Holmes crazy ass. You can’t desperately want something to exist by throwing money at it. The royal family took care of Anna Anderson until she died for crying out loud!!!! My issue has always been with this Romanov tragedy is why didn’t the Windsors do anything!!!!! The Romanovs had contacted them and asked for help. Now you are hoping someone who isn’t competent is Anastasia. You should have helped them period. Suffice to say you can’t wish people to be something they are not just because of guilt or hope. Both of these women were able to live luxurious lives just because the public wanted them to be those things not just them. Word of advice to the public don’t hate the player hate the game you force people to play in order for them to be treated the right way.

Even the black housewives are racist against black people

Today I found out that not only will Pluto go retrograde on the 29th of this month but on the 30th of this month we will be experiencing a solar eclipse. That’s a lot of doing by the planets and the sun, right?! Well, I have a good feeling when it comes to this when it comes to me. I think yesterday’s live was for me to except that anything that makes you wait, is worth waiting for. I told you that things are stalling because we are about to experience a storm, right? This is the quiet before the storm for me. Now just in case you are wondering. is this a good storm or a bad storm? This storm for me is good. As for the nation it is still up in the air about the positive or negative affect this storm will have on us. Anyway, my personal storm is going to help me grow and increase my space spiritually, emotionally and mentally. I have been stalling/uploading for ten years and now it is time for me to fly. I have waited so long to be in the place that I am about to be in right. Being around songwriters, producers all creators alike has been my dream. It came in a time that I never would have thought it would happen in. A lockdown that brought us together. Brought me something that I thought I had lost but found. Now I am about to be the person I have always saw myself being. This is the making of Lady Tiphanie Ma. I can’t wait to bring you guys along in my journey of being the woman that I was meant to be. It took me a long time to get here but now I am on my way. So sit back and relax you will be seeing a lot of businesses and events from me. Yall stay blessed.

Right now, watching The Lovely Ti on YouTube I owe someone an apology. That is Kelsey. I did not know that one she was arrested instead of Tory for the shooting Meg and two she did NOT shoot Meg Thee Stallion. This is why I was saying for jump. This whole story has so many holes in that I am confused and also. Wack you are wrong again and it is going to get you in alot of trouble. This also goes to show….was that the actual gun at the crime scene? Once again I apologize to Kelsey. I hope the best for you and your beautiful child. As for Meg and Tory. Yall tell the truth and shame the industry devil.

After this weekend at Dave and Buster’s. I am starting to see that people becoming more and more rude when it comes to customer service. Even though I may have sent a complaint, they wanted me to give them names of the Host and server. Number one I never saw the server’s nametag (and I am pretty sure she didn’t have a nametag on). Two do you think they give a damn about losing a low paying job??? We live in a day and age where all these kids have to do is build a website and have merch on it. Some of them probably already have an ecommerce shop. They’re just waiting to get their first customer. Having a normal everyday job isn’t working anymore for this generation of ecommerce marketers. Having a drive-thru drive at McDonald’s isn’t a thing anymore. I feel like my generation was the last to think we had to do those jobs to come up in the world. With technological advancements coming into play. Teenagers are no longer going to be needed in the drive thru but someone is going to have to take to order. I remember how much it hurt to loose my first job. These days if you fire someone. They just walk away and start an online business. Asking for good customer service feels like it is something that has to be earn which sucks because you paid for the service. What are we going to do about customer service?

The one thing I have been thinking about when it comes to this situation with DaBaby is…you murdered a fan. I can’t imagine being murder by someone who I admire and have respect for. The other screwed up part is that the person you admire see’s you as a threat and views your death as a warning to enemies. Not only did you murder a fan but you got into a fight with a fan who was excited to see you. I guess that what hurt me when it comes to my situation(not mentioning it again). I don’t understand how you can view someone who is rooting for you as your enemy. Jaylin didn’t deserve this. It hurts my feeling thinking that this young man life was ended by some one he admired.