Lady Tiphanie Ma's Mind Emporium

This week we are talking about people scamming their way to the top or using organizations to scam their way to the top. BLM is my first victim this week. The crazy part about this is that this organization is a civil rights organization that has made the name of their organization a hashtag within itself. I find it funny how this organization brought up conversations of how the black community should practice group of economics. The thing is that the co-founders of this organizations decided against that very thing. That could help the black community become independent. Instead of staying in the hood and building it up. You made a decision to spend that money into moving into a white neighborhood. All that money could have been used to fund our own police departments, hospitals and birthing centers. The way to comeback racism is to create your own community. Intsead these assholes decided to move out the black community and live the good Caucasian life. How ironic is that. Instead of fixing the problem you become more of the problem. when I use to intern for activist they said the number one problem with activism these days is that they are making money. I hate to say this but maybe we are making to much money to the point to where we don’t see black problems because we are paid to ignore them. We have to do better in order for the world to make things better. I don’t want to say it again but it seems like yall love money more than yall love people.

I had started watching a video by Lenon Honor that was about Nature Boy, Dr. Umar Johnson and Kevin Samuels. While I started watching the video I started to think. is it just a coincidence that Nature Boy got arrest, Dr. Umar got into some trouble dealing with his school and now Kevin Samuels has passed? What are the odds that 3 pillars of the black community having problems around the same time? Now this whole thing is really looking like a set up. We all know that Nature Boy’s ass needed to go to jail but what are the odds that Dr. Umar Johnson also gets in trouble and Kevin Samuels dies? This is why I say you need to be careful with what you are cheering for. Now this is where we go to these walls are thin territory (my podcast by the way). This is something I have been sensing since the breakup of B2k for years and when Justin Timberlake and Robin Thicke decided to do r&B music. It feels like for decades now that the music industry has been trying to eliminate black artist and talent. Specifically, cisgendered straight black men. The more you look at the media these days. If a black man is not part of the LGBTQ plus community. He gets no praise. It feels like the industry sees black men as a problem like white men but that is impossible since black men don’t have the same privileged as white men. In a matter of fact, black men make less money than white women. It wasn’t until I saw how hard the LGBTQ plus community was going against Dave Chappelle and how hard everybody has been going against Will Smith. Did I notice the aggressive ways black men were getting canceled each day? It seems like if a black man even breathes too hard, he gets dragged for any and everything but lets not get it twisted. The media loves a black man that hates black women as well. The reason for a lot of these guys come up( Specifically Kevin Samuels and Nature Boy) is because destroying a black woman’s self esteem is not only good t.v for the non black but for black people as well. Jerry Springer and Maury Povlich talk shows were watched for decades because of the white trash and black hood rats they had on those shows. Now it is on the internet. It first started on World Star Hip Hop of black people getting into fights and doing disturbing things. Now people can start podcast or YouTube video degrading black people and low income people alike. Kevin Samuels was known for making fun of and degrading black women. Nature Boy was known for creating a nation of people who wanted to live the natural life but the truth is that just wnated a group of people to have sex with. As for Umar. He claimed that he was going to build a school but it never happened. All three of these black represent different groups of black people. They made money and garnered audiences of millions off of their politics and now they’re not. I’m not saying that I agree with Kevin Samuels point of view or Nature Boys rhetoric but I do find it suspicious that three black men who are heavily followed by black people to be out of commission around the same time. I know some people are going to say that these are all coincidence but to me they are not. TO BE CONTINUED……..

This is a disclaimer: I am not a Kevin Samuels fan. Anyway, I lot of people either hate or love Kevin Samuels. Me I am indifferent. I didn’t agree with some of the stuff he was saying but other times I see what he was saying. My live last Saturday was about him talking shit about women being over 35 and never married and I feel like he was super clout chasing. With that being said what will Kevin Samuels’ legacy will be after his death? Some people are saluting his efforts for the “betterment of black women”, but others saw him as a cancerous Scrooge. With information coming out about his death. We are going to find out a darker side of Kevin Samuels. The thing I hate about when you die is that the information that comes out after your death. You can’t control. In the next few days, months and years we are going to find out that Kevin Samuels was nothing but a man. A human man with flaws and all. What he showed you on social media was just a facade and you guys fell for it again. That’s the sad part about being famous or these days a social media influencer. Some of yall black men ate up what he was spewing out and will find out that living a life the way he lived it will lead you alone and desperate. That is what happen to a lot of men who think that they are high valued and only wants to be with a woman because of her looks and not their character. For me it is very unfortunate that his life ended like this because I felt like he was on his way to becoming bigger but that was cut short because he was still living a low-quality life. I want to discuss some of the rumors I heard about his death and will give my thoughts on that.

#1 He was with a prostitute/escort: Everybody knows that Kevin Samuel is a twice divorce man and that he liked being around beautiful nonblack women. the rumor surrounding what time of woman he was around still in questions but first thing I heard about the woman was that she was a nurse. The reason I made this assumption because one of the reports I saw said that she was a nurse and that she was looking or a defibrillator to resuscitate Samuels. Hoping that she was a nurse who genuinely was trying to help him. If not, who was she and why was she there?

#2 He was skiing: I’m not trying to get in trouble, so we are just going to call it skiing. Those who know knows. If you, don’t you are too young to be reading this blog. Anyway word on the street is that he was doing the white stuff before he died. Understand this, there has not being any confirmation but don’t be shocked when the autopsy comes back.

#3 The Party: When I was hearing bits and pieces of information from different sources. Someone said there was a party going on that night. If yall didn’t know Cinco de Mayo was this week. if he was celebrating Cinco de mayo okay, but in what way?

#4 his family finding out on the internet: now this is not a rumor. His mother herself found out about his death just like the rest of us. This is the same way Vanessa Bryant found out about Kobe and Gianna’s death. Why was she notified first one and two did he really have a bad relationship with his mother or did people just assume these things because of his rhetoric. Either way my heart and prayers go out to his family for their lost.

Regardless of how he died, who he died with and what he died of. This is one of life’s cautionary tales of be careful of what you ask for. His death for me is has shaking me to the core because it shows you how fast life works. You here one day and gone the next. This was a lost that I didn’t think would happen so soon. Now that this day has come let’s learn how to love.

First thing first how are yall doing is yall alright?! This weekend I heard some tragic news and now I am hearing some tragic news as we speak. I have gone live and talked about this on severely time. This is a time for death and rebirth. The unfortunate part of the death and rebirth thing is that some things have to die. The crazy part about this retrograde it is in Pluto. Depend on the astrologer(I am not one). Pluto can be seen as good or bad. I feel like Pluto is exposing how people really feel or whatever you have been holding onto coming out. What I did on Monday I will have to say was something I had been holding in for a very long time. I don’t regret that I did it. As for the person I did it to. It is what it is. You can’t make people be compassionate if they are not naturally compassionate. With that being said some of us are going have to live with the fact that when we do show our true colors and part of us showing our true colors is exposing how we really feel. How people react to you is exactly how they really feel about you. Unfortunately for some people it leads to tragedy. In this season you will find out how much grit people have but also you find out why they have been making snide remarks and other things. Understand that they have been sparing you for a long time and you didnt catch it before it festered. Now we are dealing with the outcome of all this. Now what? The only thing I can think of is to pray and go to therapy. In a matter of fact the only way to heal is that.

Recently I have been trying to collab with someone I have looked up to for years. It was not just the success of the group he was in and him managing to find sucess in another country, but I admire his resilience to a system that tried to break him. I was able to get his ear about a project I wanted to do.(I had a few ideas when it came to creating content but I threw one at him just to see if it would float). Long story short I still have yet to be able to get him in the studio. Anyway on Sunday I don’t know what happened but my cool as a cucumber attitude switched and all of a sudden I found myself going off on him in the dms. The thing that triggered it was that he was celebrating his groups 20th anniversary of their first album release. I know you are wondering. Why would you expect him to invite you to an event with him and his band mates? Well it all goes back to a promise he made in August of 2021. When he was trying to get me on he told me that he would get my tickets to one of their shows. Don’t ask me specifically who I am talking about because I am done dragging him and his name all over social media. Anyway I thought out the kindness of his hurt that he was going to invite( even though the public could come to the event). Another you are probably asking. If it was a public event, Why did you need to be invited? for the last few months me and him have been on shaky terms. This to me is the biggest misunderstanding I have ever been in but it all started over me never getting the contract. Anyway the misunderstanding went downhill from their because he thought I was undermining him and making him look like a bad business man. That was never my intentions I was just making sure that my I were dotted and Ts were crossed. Anway Sunday night got dark with me and I even admitted to him that I had thoughts of suicide. This was not a lie at all. Due to me being unemployed for so long. I have been battling depression and anxiety for the past ten years. Lets be honest I have been battling anxiety my whole life. I didn’t say this statement to get a reaction I said this to show how desperate I am to start my career. No I did not get a reaction out of him or any form of concern so that hurt me even more. Anyway I decided to talk to my good friend K. She gave me a reading and it confirmed everything I need to know. The right eyes are not seeing what they are suppose to see. I love this man but for some reason the meshing I thought we were instantly going to do has not come to past. I’m not going to lie. I do feel like there’s a spirit around you that may or may not be in favor of you but I can’t say for sure. I just know that the spirit almost knocked my back out of alignment and I don’t mean that in a good way if you know what I mean. All I can do is hope for the best and love you unconditionally. I think that is why things went awry for me. I started having conditions when there were no conditions that needed to be made. God already told me you were taking care of me. All I can do is relax, calm down and just know that all good things will work for the good. I got nothing but love for you baby.

The one thing I don’t appreciate is the taxpayer’s money being spent on all these celebrity cases. What about this murder and stealing cases that actually matter? Any way you can tell the country is coming to an end because they are distracting us with this bullshit. Anyway I hate that Blac Chyna didn’t win her case but did she really think that the uh…government was going to let her beat a group of billionaires? I felt like she was beating a dead horse but I still had hope for her. This was rigged and this is why I will never sue anybody. Even if I needed to I will not go through the court system for a payment that someone owes me. The main reason why I think Blac Chyna lost mainly is because….of her mother Tokyo Toni. Now I actually have respect for Tokyo but I wish she would have let the court do the court job. Her doing commentary and showing out side of the courtroom. Cost Chy her case. You didn’t see Kourtney and Kendall doing Instagram lives about the case. Even though Tokyo Toni stopped her mess. I feel like they really used that against Blac Chyna. This is not going to be the last time the Kardashians are going to be in court. This time they one but next time they are going to loose. As for Blac Chyna girl just let it go. You have bigger and better things to do.

One of the things that is getting under my skin these days( next to the Kardashians and Claudia Jordan). Are dudes who are unattractive but think they can have high standards because society lied to you and told you. That you were a rare commodity. I’m here to tell yo ugly black ass. Nope! You see statistics are not always right. In a matter of fact alot of you high valued dorks or the ones that end being alone and miserable at the end of your life. Just simply because you thought you were special. News flash even if you were the last man on Earth. Nobody would want to be with you because nobody wants ugly ass kids! Men seem to forget how vain women can be as well and forget the fact that nobody wants an ugly child. With that being a fact. Why do you think so many attractive men have a thousand baby mommas? You are forgetting that men have features that women don’t like too. Yall think that because there are not enough men for every women that women can’t be picky. Oh no dear we can be picky. Esepcially when it comes to who fathers our children. Stop letting Kevin Samuels blow smoke up your bussies. Making you think that you have the upper hand in the dating pool. When in actuality you don’t. A lot of you men have messed up being with a good woman. Just because they believe the bullshit. Then when they get old and limpy they want to tell other young men about how good they had it but screwed it up because they believed a lie that Grover told them. You are dispend ale too. Don’t ever get it twisted.

I saw you T.S Madison show and you confirm something to be that my spirit guides told me earlier this month. You are still “pressed” about what happened to you during the Millenium Tour. This is also why you treating me the way you are treating and…I understand why. You feel used and abused and to wanted to make sure it didn’t happen anymore. This is why I am not sitting with you and smoozing with your boys right now right?! You didn’t want to mess up the juju with this reunion. The last thing you needed was an ungrateful bitch sitting around having beer and flirting with your bandmates. You didn’t want that. That explains the dream I had about me being in a car with your ex girlfriend.That is how you see me when it came down to me doing podcast sneak dissing you. I was hurt but I can see where you are coming from even more. Now it is time for me to tell you why I reacted the way I reacted. You have to understand that for the last ten years I have been rejected from so many jobs that I don’t know what to do with myself. From being an assistant teacher at a Day care center to working the drive through at Taco Bell. I have had a hard time keeping myself in the room. Now that I am getting an opportunity that I don’t want to loose. I feel like I am loosing it because it has been a long journey for me. I am one of those people where I need reassurance just to know how to move. When I told you that before you cussed me out. I meant that. I need to know how to move. I didn’t know what to expect from you and I still don’t know what is going to happen. Long story short I should have been more assertive about that I wanted to speak to you and just have a laid back convo with you. Now I don’t know if that’s going to happen. I wanted to get know the real you behind the man. I hope I didn’t mess that up but only time will tell.