Lady Tiphanie Ma's Mind Emporium

I forgot to do my short story Saturdays, so I decided to start the short story telling early this week. This happened spring/summer 2020 when Americans were protesting the murder of George Floyd. I had a car during this time, so I did a lot of driving because a bunch of peasants decided to have a rising against their queen…me. Anyway, I spent my time driving around the neighborhood listening to my music loud. Well one day while I was driving around the neighborhood this man in a black range rover decided to confront me for being “reckless”. Mind you I am a 29-year-old grown ass woman one and two this ni**a was not from here. Anyway, he was driving like a demon behind me, so I let this asshole pass by, right?! Tell me why this man turns his car around to confront me about disrupting the neighborhood? Now the area I stay in is a majority black area and I am not the only one who drives around with my music loud. To be honest with you I was a little manic because this was the only peace I had at the time. For this man to confront me a grown woman, really pissed me off but I was sure if he was a drug dealer or maybe even a ……retired basketball player? The first thing I notice was that he was the Texas tag. As soon as I saw that I immediately knew I had the upper hand sense I am a Georgia native one and two I have family that works in law enforcement. Now the one thing I didn’t about that was the person who was driving the car until a few months later when Stephen Jackson was going around marching for his twin did, I realize something. This asshole looks like Stephen Jackson!!!!!! To be quite honest with you, at first, I thought he was George Floyd and my conspiracy theorist kicked in but when I saw Stephen Jackson” The fake ass social justice activist” it made sense. One thing I have notice with this fake ass activist is that I notice he hasn’t been marching as much since he allegedly got justice for his twin or whatever, but we still need people to march(#RalphYarl) for unarmed black people being gun down. Anyway, for this man to make me feel threaten. I see that black lives only matter to him when the guy looks like him. When he turned his car around, he blocked me from going anywhere one and two he was acting like I was a drug addict. One I have never done drugs and two that is a threat!!!!!! I never in my life have ever been put into a situation like this and I don’t appreciate coming from a fake ass activist who last marched for Black people was three years ago. I wish I was more aggressive about this I am a very unconfrontational type of person. If he does it again…. I am going to put his I hate black woman ass on blast again. Also, YOU ARE NOT FROM HERE, SIR!!! Also, another thing, I didn’t see any black women choking your twin you ignorant trash!!!!

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*Disclaimer I don’t know if that was actually Stephen Jackson, but I do feel like it was him. If not I not saying sorry. Don’t like the man…I mean boy.

As a 32 going on 33-year-old woman, I find myself seeing videos of men telling women what makes them valuable and why you are not valued. It is pretty obvious to me that everybody wants to be the new Kevin Samuel (R.I.P). If you saw how much the man made, I don’t blame them but in the same sense. At what point do men realize that their value plays a huge part in the stock they breed? Anyway, for some reason men think women love being a slave and a wet nurse. They think that we dread being lonely and love serving men and raising their children. As a woman who wants children and possibly marriage stuff like this discourages me into being a mother and wife. The reason why is because it seems like with the relationship gurus they are negating one thing which is…..the woman’s needs first. This generation does not understand that the phrase “Happy Wife, Happy Life” plays a huge part in the success of their marriage. It seems like to me that the one thing these Momma’s boys were not taught was to consider how their significant other feels. Since these men feel like a woman’s job is to serve them, now they all are scratching their heads and wondering how a successful and beautiful woman like Ashanti make it to 43 with no kids or husband? It has to be something wrong with her right? You know the pretty ones are always crazy right? Um no sir! The reason why Ashanti chooses to not have children or be married is because of men want a woman like Ashanti to lower her standards to live a life of serving a man her may or may not make as much as she do. Being a wife and a mother is every womans goal and Ashanti should be ashamed for not wanting that. This is where men are mistaken what a woman wants. You see back in the day that use to be goals until we started to get education, start businesses and to value ourselves. I’m not saying that today’s woman doesn’t want these things (I DO) but we also want to be able to enjoy our life. Traveling, going to concerts, festivals and even earning our own money. Some women are even happy enough to understand that being a wife and having children isn’t what they to be. Being a wife and having children is a thankless and hard job that we saw our grandmothers and mothers go through thinking of themselves last. In a matter of fact, it was our mothers and grandmothers that told us about how much they sacrificed to satisfy their men and children. Men need to understand that not every woman wants to be a wife and a mother and that being a wife and mother is a job that require women to put their needs on the back seat. Ashanti looks happy and if she wants children or to be a wife, she could but right now she is enjoying life. Also, if some of you men see women as human beings and not their slaves, maybe women will go back to being okay with being a stay-at-home mommy influencer at best.

If you have not been following my blog within the past week. Go check out my series about the obsessed Omarion fan who blackmailed. It is my true story of a fan going too far. Anyway, to go back to the fictional work of Donald Glover, Swarm. It seems like a lot of people are offended by what he instructed Actress Dominique Fishback to do as her character Dre. I know I am almost a month late reporting this, but I found the majority of people’s reaction to this a little misleading. Don’t get it twisted, I understand the outrage, but I feel like it is misplaced. Now the outrage is coming from the prospective of black women being seen as animalistic. If you don’t know the history of the white microaggression against black people. I don’t feel like going through that history so please google it. Anyway, telling a black woman to be an animal is very alarming but telling a black woman to play a psychopath as an animal is what I think Donald Glover meant. Now when it comes to a psychopath or in Dre’s case serial killer. Being animalistic is exactly what it is. This little misunderstanding is something that could be detrimental to Donald Glover and Dominique Fishback’s career. The failure to fully understand what someone is saying has caused zers to cancel people just for saying something that they don’t agree with. This is a dangerous trait in hive mentality. People need to listen to understand even overstand what is being explain instead of listening to rebuttal or protest. You don’t have to be outrage about everything. It is okay to let somethings fly especially if it isn’t directly describing a black woman and more of a serial killer. Stop being so outrage to the point to where you come off as bitter.

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After the events of November 23rd, some of us questioned our loyalty to O’Ryan. Others continued to support him. I questioned my loyalty at first, in a matter of fact I had lowkey declared war on O’Ryan until I realized. Men don’t pay attention to women drama. You see women assume men care about who is not fucking with who. At the end of the day. O’Ryan only cared about O’Ryan and of course O’Ryan’s daughter. It wasn’t long before I realize that Firecracker Chi Chi hated me for real and later on that Shanene was also a horny ass hater as well. The irony about Shanene was that she knew the whole time that Firecracker Chi Chi was recording us including me and sending it to O’Ryan. Next to that, Firecracker Chi Chi was connected to O’Ryan and had his phone number. Oh and the last part, Odette wrote the letter to O’Ryan. All of this news came flooding the out in February 2021, a month after I had gotten into a car accident. It hurt my feelings because I thought I would be able to have decent conversation with Firecracker Chi Chi but I guess she felt like I was opts and that I hated O’Ryan and Omarion. I know that I did not hate them but as for Firecracker Chi Chi her karma is coming really fast and really soon. It wasn’t too long before our group started falling apart as well because of Jezebel of course. Speaking of Jezebel, I heard that she slept with the founder of the family just to get her artist in the studio with top producers and songwriters. Shanene still mad and Birdie always carrying the messages that no one needs to hear. As for me I started a podcast dedicated to conspiracy theories, history mysteries, supernatural and the paranormal world. I’m focusing on my podcast and my future nail salon business as well. As for my love for Omarion and O’Ryan I will always be a huge supporter as long as they don’t call me a retarded ass bitch. Next week I will go into deeper detail in how Firecracker Chi Chi tried to ruin my life.

On November 23rd, 2020, was the night when the shit hit the ceiling. Before we get into that. Let’s talking about the day before the night had happened. You see Jezebel was mad that O’Ryan wasn’t interesting in her no more, so she decided to be messy and spread a little rumor. Now the reason I am calling it a rumor is because she spread a lie to Birdie about a friend a mine and two, I think she allegedly had something to do with something happening to her property. Anyway, the first rumor she had spread was about O’Ryan was doing love spells on us. I’m not going to lie I was a bone carrier, so I told Birdie who told everybody else and after the events of November 23rd, she kind of told O’Ryan( he was making purple pies and I joked on the phone about what was in the pie and she said voodoo in his live).I regretted that because I did not know Jezebel was a user and chronic lair one and two, I should have shut my damn mouth anyway regardless. Funny how this created an ambiance to the next night. Everybody was nervous because we knew that Firecracker was not mental stable and that O’Ryan was well O’Ryan. What had happened that night would change the whole squad. That night started off weird. Everybody was wearing their O’Ryan gear, and you could tell that something was off. I knew that Firecracker was going to show her ass no matter what Jezebel and squad told her to do. I knew Firecracker was on some opts shit, but I didn’t know I was going to be one of the victims. I thought that me and Firecracker was friends for some strange reason. Unbeknownst to me, she always hated me. You see she didn’t like that I was becoming cool with O’Ryan and that he liked me (I don’t think he likes me sexually but if he does, he knows the number). Anyway, things started to south when she started putting her crew on the panel and she only let me be on the panel when O’Ryan had left. When he came back, she kicked my ass off the panel. After that everything went to chaos. Firecracker muted Lina and then she had one of people kick one of our family members. This is a no no in our family. Then she professed her love and devotion for O’Ryan and declared people being fake. That night one of the founders ranted and called her a chihuahua (Firecracker does look like a chihuahua). Now that the smoke has died down. I can honestly say that the family kicking Firecracker chihuahua was a little bit much but then again, the bitch had to pay for dropping me. I could tell that O’Ryan regret what had happened that night as well because it caused him his squad. I was still defending Firecracker Chi Chi because I thought she really was a friend until a few months later when I found what she really was up too.

Since Firecracker was using Jezebel’s connections to be part of a family that was going to merge with the family O’Ryan was in. The funny part about this is that all of us ended up joining the family one and some even became host. If you are wondering what a host is on Bigo. Let me explain quickly. a host on bigo is someone who is showcasing their talent for gifts and prizes that in return, turns into actually paying money. According to Birdie, she was the first to become a host out of the group (I will nickname us Papa’s angels for trademark purposes only) but Jezebel was recruited by a family that severally supported her (please don’t let me get into the reasons why). Birdie ended up being in the family as well as me as a gifter at first (I ended up being a host, but nobody supported me but Shanene). Anyway, Firecracker thought she was making us all believe that she was our friends, but she couldn’t help but to show her crazy every now and then. The first sign of crazy happened one night when I was doing my troll fan fiction about B2K and O’Ryan. For some reason she took my troll fan fiction as a way of telling her that I didn’t like Omarion and O’Ryan when the truth is…. I was trolling Firecracker being a stan. If you know me, you know that I don’t have love for Omarion and O’Ryan and the reason I have a fake lopsided beef with Omarion is because 13-year-old me still holds him accountable for the breakup even though I said in my live yesterday that Marques Houston and Sticky Stokes are the reason why. Anyway, being a true stan Firecracker would freak out and loose her mind about me trolling. Every now and then she would have a fit about me talking shit about Omarion. I ignored it because I didn’t know that she was building a sheet against me for O’Ryan. We were all close and supportive of O’Ryan until our six months anniversary, where he lowkey showed his allegiance. Before that though it was my 30th birthday. I thought on my 30th birthday I would being doing a huge early 2000’s party, but the pandemic happened, and we all were stuck at home. Fortunately for me Birdie was willing to host my birthday party. To make things even better O’Ryan stopped by, and side chatted with me for my birthday. This was the best birthday ever with all that was considered. The fucked-up part about this is that Firecracker’s birthday was two weeks before mind and he didn’t acknowledge her birthday publicly that is. Three days later we celebrated our six months anniversary that he chose Odette to host and Dj. For some of the girls this was confirmation that he was sleeping with Odette. Now I didn’t think that Odette had a problem with me since I had met her on Firecracker’s panel but that day. She didn’t let anybody but her crew (Firecracker included) on the panel to talk to O’Ryan. It didn’t bother me because he gave me a happy birthday one and two, we got a hot oil message topless thingy on Instagram for our six-month anniversary that Odette had no control over. Some girls saw it for what it was and others still didn’t get it. I saw it for what it was but I was curious to what was going to happen next. Our next celebration is where Firecracker had a last meltdown and O’Ryan lowkey showed his allegiance.

Now after introducing you to some of the players (I will introduce you to the other players in part 5). Now let’s talk about another conundrum dealing with Papa/O’Ryan. That July someone had send O’Ryan a nasty letter on Twitter. Basically, they said that we were stupid and that O’Ryan was begging for gifts on Bigo. O’Ryan begging for gifts was not true but the squad being stupid…. that is up for debate since most of these women put on a fake ass show for O’Ryan and Omarion anyway. O’Ryan was pissed and was wondering who was really loyal to him so every now and then he would do drive bys checking up on us. The first person he checked up on was Jezebel. Now Jezebel was the first of us to be a host one and she had found a pretty cool family to join as well. The day O’Ryan did a drive by was also the day that one of the founders came by to Dj on Jezebel’s panel. O’Ryan being a Dj also, felt some kind of way about it. He unfollowed Jezebel and her friends and walked away. This is how the rumor that Jezebel was behind the letter started. This is also when Firecracker and friends started screen recording us as well. Now when you are hanging around people in a fandom. You have a group who is living a real life but still has love for the celebs and the group who would do any and everything just to get next to the celeb. The next part of the story is going to have yall in awe because it has to do with Firecracker using Jezebel to get closer to O’Ryan because our families were going to merge on Bigo.

I will continue to talk to you guys about my experience of being around stans and how I was black mailed. Today I will be talking to you about Firecracker and how she went from friend to foe. At first, I thought that me and Firecracker were going to be friends. We were the same sign and both in our 30s (I had just turned 30 September of 2020). The truth is that Firecracker is a user and still is using people. The night that I previously told you about in my last blog. She was there and it was pretty obvious that her and Rose were Team Odette but from my understanding of that night. I was under the impression that Birdie’s panel was Switzerland. We found out the hard way that we were in a warzone. I found out about what was going on when Birdie told me that someone in Odette’s squad had screen recording of Birdie’s panel. The recording Birdie played for me was of her talking to one of the other girl’s bigo fling about acting weird. Birdie made it clear that she thought it was Firecracker. To be honest with you, I didn’t care at the time because I AM GROWN. I don’t owe nobody anything. Unfortunately, Firecracker didn’t catch what I was throwing. This will later bite me in my ass. As time went by, I later realize that Firecracker wasn’t a friend. Before we get to the grand finale, I want to talk about the little, small things Firecracker was doing. By late July early August, I kind of bulldozed the girls into be a happy family or so I thought. One person I realize that Team Odette and Team Jezebel agree was that Jezebel was iffy. Now if you want to know why people thought Jezebel was iffy. Stay tuned for part 4 but I am going to continue to talk about Firecracker because she plays a huge part in the fallout. The first night on Birdie’s panel we notice that Firecracker was playing Fort Nite while we were having fun laughing and talking about Papa and Omarion. I thought this was weird but assumed that Firecracker was just shy until she was doing this all the time on Birdie’s panel. It wasn’t until Odette had her own panel, that I saw Firecracker having a full conversation with Odette and Yaya. I will also give you a backstory about Odette and Yaya and the rumor that Odette had sex with O’Ryan. When I saw that,I realized that Firecracker was bullshitting us. Part 4 will be done tomorrow about the mysterious letter Papa/O’Ryan had receive on Twitter.