Something I never thought I would fear

This week on my podcast was about DaBaby and his toxic relationship with his fans. I was triggered again by this because I thought my little run in was the worst but no it wasn’t. To think that running into your favorite star inside of a Wal-Mart is also the day you die is the worst fate that anyone, especially a 19-year-old fan could ever go through. It brought me back to his birthday party June 12th, 2021. I am not saying his name anymore because I decided to move on and make my life the way I want it. Anyway, I notice that night that he had a bunch of police officers surrounding him. At the time I did not take it personal, but it was when I was trying to get a business meeting with him. That is when I realized that is was maybe not safe for me to keep pursuing this person. The reason I said this is because when I went to his office in Atlanta, he said that the reason he did not come was because he was being stalked. I did notice that there was police cars at the office. When it comes to dealing with the famous one-minute yall can be cool and the next minute you are being escorted out by security. The reason I bring this up is because most of the time it either one it because someone lethal is following them or two they have a mental illness. It is hard to tell if it is one or the other or both. I wish I had left him alone on his birthday weekend one and two I wish I never asked him to help me with my podcast(he never did help me and it cost me a lot of money I didn’t have). Anyway, in this day in age we have to understand while dealing with famous people unfortunately we have to keep them at arm length. A lot of them either never been loved like this before or just bat shit crazy. My heart goes out to Julian Craig’s family once again. This is the worst that anybody could do to someone that loves them.

Firecracker is this you.

For those of you that don’t know. I am a highly spiritual person, so I believe in angel numbers, life path numbers and that there is a rule to life. Recently people have caught onto that, and I have felt the need to exploit that about me. For an example, at the end of January to the beginning of February. I was summoned by someone posing as Jasmine Gardens. I quickly found out that this person was not Jasmine Gardens and that they had conned me out of $70. Fast forward to now. A different account threatened me and my family death. Stuff like that usually scares me until I realize the last part of the paragraph basically told me to give up my family’s power. I don’t know what they meant of course but now I starting to think that this is someone I was blackmailed by. I knew that the person was the original person who was posing as Jasmine Gardens but I also had an understanding that this person also was someone who was made at me for no reason. In this case I knew it was someone who was either part of Raz-B’s team or Raz-B himself or my archnemesis, Firecracker. No, I have not asked Raz-B if it is him (I don’t care to be around him right now due to me still mourning the loss of my great grandmother). Anyway, I don’t think Raz is paying me attention anyway but the one person who always give me the clout my Leo Risings need is Firecracker herself. Recently she has muted me during one of Papa’s live and lately she has been really quiet, especially about his Black Eden party that he has coming up. I was wondering if her not getting her way with Papa is the reason for the Satanic death threats. The last time I did something to her was probably two years ago because she got my Bigo account banned. When she did that, I got her Instagram banned and then nothing after that. My question is…why reignite a feud that I was over with a long time ago? I have even defended her to some extend so this doesn’t make sense unless. Is Papa talking about me a lot? I have been getting his energy a lot lately and I do miss the island. Other than that, I also have been focusing on developing my businesses and enjoying my life a little more. Could Firecracker still be pressed? I don’t understand why she would still be mad at me but at the end of the day I am an O’Ryan supporter not girlfriend. this feud needs to end because I am over it. I’m not even made anymore girl.

Firecracker turned Mr. Thorton against me

If you have heard the story on my podcast ,patreon , even seen it on my blog. You will know that I have a bad relationship with Mr. Thorton (a.k.a. Raz-B). The reason is because of a business deal that went sour. You are probably wondering why I am blaming Firecracker for what Mr. Thorton did, here’s why. When me and Mr. Thorton fell out, a lot of the things he said sounded like something Firecracker would say about me. Not to mention, she asked me one day to tell Raz to play a game with her. I did but don’t think he knew that me and Firecracker was cool. To be honest with you I think he knew that Firecracker was ops which is the reason for why he told me to shut the fuck up during his live one day. I thought he was joking but now that I looked back at it. It was the start of his emotional abuse and should have let it go then instead of suffering the repercussions a year later. This part hurts me more now that I realize that someone, I thought was a friend was trying to ruin my reputation everywhere and that my childhood crush was going to finish the job for her. I have recently been making peace with the fact that people are hateful like this and understand that the lonely is never bitter and the bitter is never lonely.

The Aftermath part 1: Firecracker Chi Chi

You guys are probably wondering…what happened to all of the women that I told you about in my story about me being blackmailed. Well, I have a three-year update that may or may not shock you. The first person I want to tell you about is…. Firecracker Chi Chi. Now the reason I am starting with her because she is in the same place that she was in after she professed her love for O’Ryan. She has however made a way into O’ryan’s circle as his …. assistant. Yes, you heard it right. Firecracker Chi Chi now works for the man. Next to that she is also in charge of his Instagram fan page and is his moderator on Bigo and possibly his instagram,tik Tok and maybe his twitter? IDK I know that she is the moderator of his Bigo account. I know some people who have been to a one-time event(unfortunately) with O’Ryan and said that she had planned the event, but it was so unsuccessful that she hasn’t planned one again (or at least in person events). Anyway, she got what she wanted from him right?! No not really. Since she has shown her allegiance to O’Ryan, she had to sacrifice her love for his brother. You see O’Ryan has an ego that needs to be stroked all the time and since Firecracker Chi Chi chose to do that job. She has to sacrifice showing his brother love. I am going to be honest with you. She should have expected that, and I could have warned her about these well-known people type but…we are not friend. It’s kind of sad that she can’t be a normal fan anymore, but it wasn’t like she was not warned in the process. You see kids, dreams really do come true.

Media Mayhem

I woke up today with the news about Don Lemon and Tucker Carlson being fired. At first I didn’t know who the hell Tucker Carlson until I watched theLovelyTi on YouTube and she did a break down to what had happened with Fox News being sued for $50 million. The firing of Tucker Carlson made more sense. As for Don Lemon it was pretty obvious to me, he was set up from the start. Putting a black man in the middle of two white women was a huge set up to destroy Don. They knew that he was going to say something to offend them regardless of if he meant to or not. The main question I have for you journalism majors is….do you still want to work for big corporations that throw you away after 20 years? Back when I was a journalism major. I always had a plan to be my own mass media production. The reason why is because when you work for somebody else, you have to play by their rules. Even when you didn’t really break any rules (Don Lemon), they are always going to create a way to get rid of you. That is one of the things I hated about working for other people. You can work hard and be a nonproblematic person and still get fired. It sucks that this world is like that but that is how it is. As for Tucker Carlson yall know he is going to land on his feet and Don look into getting a podcast like the rest of us.

Did Marvel set Jonathon Major up?

If you have been sleeping under a rock, then you wouldn’t know about the recent scandal dealing with Jonathon Major allegedly hitting a white girl. I said it like this because if she was a black woman yall wouldn’t care. Anyway, there were some charges press or something like that, but I am not going to talk about the crime he possibly committed today. Today I am talking about his last two roles that Jonathon Major has played and how they affect the public’s perspective of him. I recently watched Major in the Marvel movie Antman and the Quantomania really sure how they were going to spin his character, I came in with an open mind. Long story short, it is pretty obvious that he is playing an egotistical godlike mad man who just wants to go back home. Knowing that he is also playing the opposite of Creed in Creed 3 makes me even more suspicious of how Hollywood is portraying Major. It is no doubt in my mind that both of his characters with have a bad temperament. Now if art somehow in some way imitates life you would get an idea that Major has anger issues, right? In the same sense it also feels like there is an agenda to make it seems like he has one. Either way Major has not made himself look innocent neither but either way. This domestic case does not look for him since a lot of people are dropping him before he is proven to be guilty.

Raz ain’t gotta say nothing!

It seems like people love exposing themselves lately. People are exposing themselves so bad that there are no jobs for whistle blowers anymore. It is almost like someone put truth serum into the American water supply and all of a sudden everybody is exposing themselves. Like for an example, this idiot named “Batman” a.k.a Marques Houston. Everybody and their momma remember when 16 years ago when Raz-B a.k.a DeMario Monte Thorton did a video that his brother Ricky had posted of him exposing Marques Houston and Chris Stokes back in the day. In the beginning poor little Raz was being clowned (go check out Yung Joc and his group looking boy song) but now people believe him. The one thing people have been looking forward to since Raz’s return to America is him doing a documentary on what happened to him. Unfortunately, it hasn’t come into fruition, but people still believe and stand by Raz-B. The devil horns really started showing when it was reported that Marques Houston was dating and engaged to a 18-year-old girl at the time. People were wondering where they saw this girl and realized that she was reported missing in 2016. Now that they are married with a beautiful baby girl, it seems like Marques wants to incriminate himself even more. As Marques is a typical Leo, he cannot stand not being in the spotlight and did an interview with TV One that made him look even more stupid. The more he claims that he didn’t meet her until she was 17 and started dating her at 18 the more receipts come out that this clown is lying. My question is this. Have Houston and Stokes not learned from their mistake of touching Raz-B? The crazy part about it is that Raz is Stokes cousin, so if your cousin outed you. What makes you think that baby girl will not out you? There is not enough money in the world that will make the truth go away. Not even buying a Jehovah Witness Church will fix your sins. It is almost like he the nigga wants to go to jail and hell at the same time. It disgusts me that people think you are going to ignore the fact that there they are living as foul life. By disguising themselves as God fearing people is beyond me. Marques may think he will still get away with what he is doing but the person he should watch out for. Is the person he pillows talks the most with (and I am not talking about Stokes!!). Another thing, these 40-year-old women these days look better than these 20-year-olds, so something is wrong with you not them. Just admit that you didn’t want a wife who knew about your past sir!! Don’t forgot those 40-year-olds were the 12-year-olds that were supporting your lame ass back in the day.

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