You made the choice for me.

I am going to try to make this brief since most people reading this blog do not have a clue who I am talking about, but I will hint at who in a few. Anyway, I have learned from my mistakes in the past and I have seen that you seem to have learned from yours. With that being said. you have subliminally admitted that you are getting monetary support from a certain source. I understand that times are tough but the messed-up part about this is that you don’t have faith in yourself, and it is not my job to help you find it since you took my faith away. I find it to be messed up that you do not realize your full potential. I also find it to be disturbing that you decided to go back to your master during this climate. Everybody is being exposed and instead of using your voice to protect other black children, you are doing a sports podcast with Harry and Curly. You still do not get it do you??? You care more about money than the welfare of innocent black children who do not have anyone in their corner and people taking advantage of them because of that. I did not want to say that you were, but you are a narcissist. You only care about yourself and it is going to mess you up in the end. I am fully disgusted, with that being the understanding I officially do not want anything to do with you and I definitely do not want my money back. If you prefer to be dependent on someone who is about to be blacklisted again, I can do bad all by myself one and two like Yonce. I do not want anything to do with people who hurt children intentionally. you have a happy holiday and a happy new year. I do not want to be associated with you from here on out. Have a blessed day.

What’s The True Tea

Russell Simmons, LL Cool J, Rev Al Sharpton and Sean “P. Diddy” Combs at the PS2 Estate (Photo by Dimitrios Kambouris/WireImage for Bragman Nyman Cafarelli)

For all of you low vibrational “conspiracy theorists” Diddy, Russell Simmons, Weinstein and Epstein getting into trouble has been the highlight of your year but the true question I have is…. why now??? Yes, all of these men need to be held accountable for what they have done but the true tea is, what is really going on in the world?? Just in case you guys have not notice, Hunter Biden is being indicted and Trump is too. If two people representing two different parties and are both politically adjacent. What the hell is really going on? This year I was blessed to be able to take a sociology class. After finishing this course, I have come to a realization that our government is about to go through a change. Not just in the leadership but in the governmental system itself. I feel like when the government starts to turn against their favorites, that means that someone has gotten to close to the truth. I am not saying that all of these men are innocent (clearly, they are not) what I am saying is that they had to have someone introduce them to this kind of lifestyle. Trust me when I say that none of the men on the list, I just posted originally started this. This is a trade that had to be learned. It also had to be okay’d by legal officials. If you look deeper with the Diddy situation dealing with Tupac, you will see that law enforcement was involved. Not to mention the night the shooting went down that put Shyne in prison. You cannot tell me that some of these moguls do not have certain government officials in their back pocket. What better way to keep yourself out of trouble as a government official? You throw a big fish under the bus. A fish that one the government already knew was dirty and two the public hates. I know people get mad when Trump call these “witch hunts” but they are. Anytime when someone has to use a mob to take you down, it is a witch hunt. the question I have now is…who is next??? I am not sure who is going to be the next person to go down but judging by the weather….let’s just say that Beyonce was not person of the year, and her tour did NOT make a billion dollars. There also have been murmurs about her and her husband. Yall stay safe and look at the bigger picture. Also pay your taxes.

This is not the first crack.

I see that some of you guys are shocked at the events of Sunday night. I am here to tell you that yes it really happened one and two this a typical story about how a parent think it is cute that his child is an ass until the child shows his ass to him. Now that this has been established, let’s talk about how this “perfect family” has been showing their cracks for a very long time. (and no King is not the first crack in their perfect picture). Yall remember when T.I went off on TMZ for giving out the information of his sister Precious toxicology report?? Ever since that has happened, it seems like the Harris Family cannot catch a break. It seems like the more concrete they pour over their potholes; the more potholes seem to pop up. This is call not living your truth. Now I am not going into the Sexual assault allegation scandal and the Hymen gate situations. I want to talk about a toxic patriarch and matriarch can damage a whole family trying to prove that they are perfect. I am not going to lie; people have always made parents (especially mothers) one dimensional people. not realizing that our parents are more than just parents. We have this idea of parents living a life that is straight forward. When the truth is that people road to becoming a parent is not so straightforward. It seems like the day you become a parent, you have to stop drinking, smoking, having wild sex, being sex, going out at night and being basically a real person. Now this is unfair because one you had to have sex in order to be a parent one and two parents need time away from their kids. In Tiny and T.I case, it seems like they are always away from their kids until it is time to shoot a successful reality show. Like I said in my podcast, King has already expressed earlier this year that his parents were reality tv show parents. Also, his grandmother (Tiny’s mother) raised him. Now knowing this small piece of information, it seems like King lashing out is a call for help. With King saying that he wishes he was raised in the hood is not exactly what he meant. What King meant was that he wanted his parents to be in his life around him. Before we discover friends and significant others, our parents are our best friends. We always want to be around them and cuddle with them. When King was this age, his father was in jail and his mother was on reality t.v. King is longing to be around his parents, but his parents do not want to be around him, or he feels like they do not want to be around him. Do not get it twisted King’s parents love him, but they feel like they are showing him enough love through buying him stuff and exposure. T.I I know at least I know for a fact was raised in the hood and knows that he does not want his son to be around that environment. I understand that you do not want him to live the same life but there are some things in the simpler life that you are forgetting to give. One of them is attention. You always have to pay attention to your children before they look for attention in the wrong places. King seems to think that being famous is the best thing. If he had any form attention from T.I or Tiny, he would not seek fame. When you think about it, it seems like all of their children, except Dejah are seeking to be in the entertainment industry. It is weird to me that two people who are famous on their own would want their children to be in the entertainment industry. Most people try to protect their children from the spotlight but then again. It seems like every other celebrity is putting their children in the spotlight. Even Beyonce has Blue on tour with her. I understand that people want to continue the “family business” but something has to give. I was watching a Twilight Zone episode (the series from the early 2000s) where a woman moved into a nice house with her family. Her family were acting foolish, and she wished her original family away for another one that was more palpable for her house. You cannot ask for a perfect family, or you will wish the one that God gives you away for the one that is not yours. Stop selling the perfect all Black American household and give us the real American household that we all can relate too. Also, you can take man out the hood but you cannot take the hood out of your DNA sir!!

It’s starting to hit the ceiling

I already talked about this on my podcast but as we speak the whole thing has become bigger. When I tell you that all of these good deeds that he decides to do now is too little too late. All of his good deeds are too little too late. You have had almost 30 years to fix the mess you made and now you decide to do right by your artist?? Not to mention, this is happening on the 50th anniversary of Hip-Hop. My question is once again, once you have gotten to the point where you have a lot to lose. Why do you not nip the problem in the bud before it gets too big??? It is like all the giants are being exposed for who they really are. I am not going to lie; I knew that something was going on. Especially with Cassie, I do not know what it is about Americans fetishizing Asian women. Yall do realized that they are human too, right?! Next to that yall expect black women to kiss the blackest part of your asses as well, besides this. What make you think you are going to get away with abusing people financially, physically, emotionally and mentally. This case has gone as far as to being a human trafficking case, this is the same type of charges R. Kelly was facing. The crazy part about this is the most scandalous thing before this is that he was secretly gay. I bet now he wish he just had the gay rumor. The deeper this story goes the more you guys are going to realize that one some of these conspiracy theories are true and two your favs are not going to be your favs anymore. I find it funny that 50 cent thinks this is funny since I have heard some weird stuff going on with him too. Like, how come you do not claim the son that looks like you, but you claim the son that does not look like you? Anyway, as the days goes by there will be more to come. My heart goes out to anyone is has suffered the same fate as Cassie and other women have. Also, I would like to bring up the rumor that Diddy is snitching on someone who likes to play the game “Touch” with his underage cousin.

Blind Item Not so blind to the person

I was wondering when you were going to admit your little issue, but I see that only God will get that confession out of you. I recently watched your movie, and it told me more than you were trying to hide if you asked me. The little chubby boy being picked on my pretty girls in middle school arch was a good basis but be honest. You were not checking for girls back in middle school. Why would a man who gets to marry his crush try to kill her in the end???? This fucked up logic can only come out of someone who is…. fucked up. Your crush married you so why???? Anyway, you may think that you are hiding your true nature behind movies that do not make any form of sense, but I found the true story within the story. Of course, I am not going to expose the true story behind the story. I would rather explain to you how you tell a story. Most writers, directors, artist or anyone that creates comes from a real experience. As an unpublished author, screenwriter, and songwriter, most of my stories come from real life experiences or stories I have heard or live through. For you to continue to create fake worlds with a truth that you do not even live is crazy. Even your big screen work does not make any sense because it does not feel only authentic to you but the actors in the movie. To be able to create a masterpiece you have to go down in the deepest and darkest part of your soul and expose everything. You cannot do that because if you do; You will end up in prison. With that being said, as you continue to produce movies that do not make sense. I am pretty sure that you will continue a life of confusion as well. Another thing, I do not know if you have realized that Diddy is in big trouble or has been exposed to the public. Even though someone has recanted again; does not mean that another person will come out against you. Until then, enjoy the fruit of your labor and delusion.

Shanene: I thought we were friends

Since this Scorpio season want to bring shit up, I decided that this would be a good time to talk about what happened to my friendship with Shanene. I did not go into many details pertaining to her because she was irrelevant and still and two I went through a death in the family this year so I am still hruting from that. Anyway recently I have been getting pissed at the way this linebacker shaped bitch treated me. All I have to say is, you are a pathetic ass bitch and you will never not be a pathetic ass bitch. I should have known a girl like would do any and everything for a man’s attention. How our friendship ended was all on you because you thought somebody wanted Campbell’s tomato. Girl no I did not want Campbells Tomato one and two I got the man’s attention I wanted and ended up getting into a cussing spat with (I am not saying names this season). Anyway, if you thought I was sexy, just say that!!! I will never have a problem getting a man’s attention boo. That was your problem because squad was bad, but you weren’t. The mistake you made was spending money on a nigga who was staying with a bitch he was fucking. The desperation was real but the jealously was even more real. Also don’t act like I did not hear your shady as talking about how I don’t like when I get my way. Let me reinterate that Lady gets what Lady wants. Even her childhood crush who she is now beefing with. They only reason why I did not go into your room and cuss your ass the plump out is because I was thinking about my cousin whose birthday was that week. I was vulnerable and instead of being an emotionally supportive friend. You dragged me due to your insecurities. You and I both know I am giving bad bitch. Your just made that you had to try to keep Campbell’s Tomato without me. Did it work??? I am very sure it didn’t because he had figured out by the time, I had left that you were crazy and need therapy. Also, I peeped those readings that you have received and….. girl you never had two men fawning all over you. I would not be surprised if you were sucking your ex off pretending like you aint doing no trifling shit to get with a man. That is why that man’s wife was acting like that toward you. Just like everybody else, you are a troublemaker. You are so damaged that you don’t even see it and take it out on the wrong people. I did not do a damn thing to you, and you took your sexual frustration out on me, Campbell’s tomato and other people. How can you turn around and be so helpful and then make a decision to cut them off because you are going through a mid-life crisis. (More like a dry spout). You saw all the girls gang up on me and then you made the same decision to gang up on me. You are no different than Firecracker Chi Chi and just like her. You are going to end up just like Firecracker. The worst part is that you are going to also reap what you have sown. In other words, I hope you are not sleeping with your baby daddy. If you are, may God have mercy on you and your soul. Also, if anybody else is reading this. I am just giving myself the closure I deserve.

Saw this one coming!

Don’t get it twisted, I am a 30 something year old woman who wants kids. I understand that my biological clock is ticking, and I have a good seven maybe even eight years to procreate but I am not that desperate to where I would have a baby with just anybody. Keke did the same thing one of my friends did and she had the same results before Keke did. I am going to say this once and only once. Stop getting with dudes who are only good for making pretty babies with!!!!! Hazel E same thing, she got with this pretty boy just to have a pretty baby with only to realize he was trying to kill her. Before I have a baby with any man, I am going to get a background check A.S.A.P. I do not want to be a mother to a future serial killer or a sex offender. When are we going to learn as women to stop one rushing the process and two entertaining crazy ass men for a child. This dude has a face of a psychopath and the complexion that is not threatening. He has been getting away with being an asshole his life (just like his ugly ass brother). You would think with how long Keke has been in the industry that she would know better to entertain someone like him. I feel like Keke has been talking to a lot of guys and she has found herself in a pickle with some( yall remember the whole Trey Songz situation). With her status you would think she would go more for a football, basketball even baseball player (she probably would have found a decent man out of a baseball player). This is such a typical Virgo conundrum to be in and I feel bad for Keke because when you are a woman with her status. It is hard to find someone on your level. Now I have to go a little deeper than you would like. The one thing I cannot ignore is one the light skinned of it all. The one thing I refuse to ignore about Hazel E’s child husband is the fact that he was really light skinned. I’m not saying that Keke is a colorist, but the baby looks more like him than her. Granted women will spit out what you put in so to all you guys that think that you can get rid of your ugly. Thats not happening. I wonder why she chose to have a baby with him??? Like I said before he is not that attractive, and he has side hustles but why this guy?? I do believe that Keke was abused but I also believe that Keke is not as innocent as she is playing out to be. I feel like Darius did not comply with what he was contracted to do. Keke was loves trucked and ignore all the red flags. Unfortunately, her not following the rules backfired. I wish I could find a solution to the finding a mate or having children after 30 I myself is having the same problems. All I know is that there has to be a better way of finding the right kind of man to not only be the father of your children but your lover. Once again it sucks when you have accomplished something as woman and have to lower your standards just to have children. Now that I think about it even more, why wasn’t Quincy (Kim Porter and AL B. Sure’s son) a good match??? All I know is that you have to be weary of those pretty boys. Especially when you are the bread winner, and they are broke.

Let’s Talk About it: Dwight Howard

When I tell you that I am not shocked. I am not shocked at all. In a matter of fact, I suspected this and did not say anything because one it was none of my business and two, I knew it was going to come out one day. Now that it is all out of the public, can we just say that these rich and famous people are different from you and me??? They get to do things that your normal and everyday person cannot do without being judge. I do not have an issue with it coming out that Dwight is whatever he is, but I do have a problem with the person who came out against him. How do you want people to accept your lifestyle when you outing someone who has unique sexual proclivities???? Yes, I understand that this party is saying that Dwight assaulting him but why out the third party that is involved???? The suspect in this case (allegedly) is Dwight Howard and he was the one that assaulted you or made you feel uncomfortable. My things is with that, How come you did not press charges against him???? I know that if I feel violated by someone. The first thing I am going to do is go to the police. There are to many people out here claiming that someone rich or famous has violated their personal space but nobody is calling the police after the alleged crime had happened. I have a feeling that this guy is only pressed because he was not the one and only one for Dwight Howard. Are you mad that you did not have you night and dream life with Dwight???? As much as yall like to troll women for thinking that they are special. You men are the same way, especially gay ones. yall think that yall are going to go from someone’s little secret to husband material when you know good and well that you are secret material. When you start to be honest about what you really are in situations with people, that is when stop being played by the clowns of the world. You were never going to be on Basketball wives and Dwight was not going to make you, his wife. Also, I feel like this is Dwight’s karma for playing people. If you know what I know about Dwight, you will understand why.

Let Me Explain Series: Jaidyn Alexis and Blueface

I know you guys are quite tired of the Blueface, Jaidyn Alexis and Chrisean drama but I feel like their needs to be an understanding, business wise. Of what is happening with Blueface and Jaidyn Alexis. All the Blueface is a hoe aside, lets closely look at the business transaction that he made Jaidyn sign and what Chrisean said about him being a father. As you all know, Blueface not only proposed to Jaidyn, but he also got Jaidyn a record deal. The record deal was signed before the proposal which says a lot about Blueface and what he is trying to do. It is pretty obvious to me that Blueface is trying to build an empire but he has went the wrong route by getting his fiance Jaidyn a record deal. Now according to messing ass Karlissa( Blueface’s mom) Jaidyn is Blueface’s slave. Now she has made it official being a slave to a contract. In this day and age being signed to a record label is so early 2000s. To see someone in the younger generation sign their life away is the worst thing someone could ever do but this is the reason why Jaidyn had to sign to a record label. It is pretty obvious to me that Blueface might be serving some time in prison. (I am not sure if he is going to jail actually but all I know is that he owes a club $30million for a shooting). Since Blueface is in debt, he cannot financially support his future wife and children. The best way out to Blue is to get a record label to financially back Jaidyn so he can pay this club back. I still don’t this is the best idea, but we are talking about dumb and dumber, and this would be the best idea for the two. Now let’s talk about the accusations Chrisean is making about Blueface trying to make her sign with him and tying this to him being a father to their baby. Once again Blueface is in debt to a strip club, so he is scrapping the bottom of the barrel trying to get money. One of those people who is trying to make money with is Chrisean. Chrisean has become a hot commodity, and he wants a piece of the cake. Unfortunately for Chrisean, him being a good father is tied to it because he cannot financially support Chrisean because he is in debt to a strip club one and two Chrisean is Blueface’s cash cow. Blueface and Jaidyn are financially dependent on Chrisean and Chrisean does not want to play the game anymore so…. Blueface is taking it out on the baby. People do not realize how this is very common in the entertainment industry. Where you have a side chick that is the cash cow, and the husband and wife are making money off of her. All this is to me is Chrisean’s Karma but in the same sense Jaidyn is not in a better place neither. I hope this people good luck in all of their endeavors because they are all going to need it one and two Blue has a very rough future ahead of him.