Can money really buy happiness?

I saw an article yesterday done by a local radio station talking about you zers think that having a lot of money means that you are happy. Funny right but think about with all the reality t.v shows and social media. You would think that having money would make you happy right? You don’t see happy poor people riding around on yachts. You don’t see a McDonald’s employee at Coachella right? You see social media influencers, heiresses, royalty and just plain filthy rich going to these things. Yoi don’t see your average Joe going to parties so even making six figures is low balling. Lt’s not mention you see ads everday on the internet and videos telling you that you can make six figures in six days or How to make $1,000 in one hour. Selling something that you and I both know that this is bullshit but once again is it really?! If you were raised poor. You know all the hardship of being poor. How your parents couldn’t afford simple things like school supplies because they had a minimum wage job. Of course you think that having money brings happiness because you think you have never seen a miserable rich person right? Wrong you have people who are rich trying make sure that you don’t get rich like them because they want everything for themselves. Another thing when you have a lot of money it is hard to tell who is really there for you in your time of need or who is just there because you pay them. I was told by a multimillionaire himself. I can pay people to be around me. Now what kind of life is that. That’s like people having children so they won’t be alone and miserable. Yes money can get you a house in Calabasas but can it really buy you happiness? I was looking at a post made my Super Cent the founder and owner of Crayon Case and she said that she was happier when she was in her two bedroom apartment. Now if someone who has founded their own company is telling you that grass is not greener on the other side. Believe her. I will be honest with you. It sucks not making my own money and having a nice sum coming to your bank account but having a large amount of money is a large amount of responsibility. The only way to find happiness is to find what makes you happy. Money may be a door to getting what you want but it is not the only way to happiness.

This looks familiar

The more I look at certain celebrity’s gowns and outfits at the Met Gala the more I see something that screams esoteric. Today I want to talk about Blake Lively’s beautiful dress. When I first saw the dress, I thought it was very beautiful and creative but not guilded. The fact that the dress could be worn as two different dresses in one night made me in awe in creativity. It wasn’t until people started to explain that her dress was inspired by the Statue of Liberty that was when my gut started to rumble a little. If you listen to my podcast “These Walls Are Thin” I have been quoting the book of Revelations on several different occasions. Especially the parts dealing with the dragon. When I realize that her outfit was inspired by lady liberty. This is what immediately came to mind. Revelation chapter 12 contains a description of a woman, who is clothed with the sun, with the moon under her feet, and a crown of twelve stars atop her head. The woman is pregnant and is about to give birth. She is being pursued by a great red dragon, whose tail has swept a third of the stars from heaven and cast them to earth.(source https://revelationscriptures.com/revelation-ch-12-woman-man-child-dragon-kicked-out-of-heaven/#:~:text=13%20When%20the%20dragon%20saw%20that%20he%20had,commands%20and%20hold%20fast%20their%20testimony%20about%20Jesus.) Now during the lockdown that only lasted for two months in Georgia. I had started watching a documentary that gave it’s interpretation of the book of revelation and the other portions of the Bible describing the end of times and the said that the Statue of Liberty was the whore of Babylon. Now I use to be real heavy on watching Conspiracy Theory videos and one of the things they talked about what the whore of Babylon spirit. He was talking about how the Kardashians were the ringleaders in ushering in the whore of Babylon/Jezebel era. Funny to me because it seems like all the hoes are winning and us good girls have to get hip to it. With Kimmie dressing like Marilyn and Kris dressing like the former first Lady Jackie Kennady. It sure seemed like Blake dressing like this was not just a coincidence. In a matter of fact it seems to me that Blake was the first one to appear giving you an idea of what the spirit was going to be. I don’t think her fashion choice was just a coincidence. I think this was staged and unfortunately for some people they missed the cue. Be careful of the things you watch and admire.

WTF happened CW?

Recently I have been catching up on Flash and the Arrow. So far I have to wait until Flash put the new episodes on Netflix and second WTF Arrow? Yes I did fast forward four seasons because I wanted to see how they ended The Green Arrow and right now its previewing what he was trying to do to save the universe. My question is….this part of them phasing the t.v shows out for the movie franchises??? I’m a comic book fan( mostly DC but now Marvel) who grew up on the cartoon versions of these shows. Batman was my favorite hero then and I wanted to be Poison Ivy( even though that movie sucked). At the end of the day hearing that the CW was going into DC territory. I was ecstatic. When I found out Green Arrow and Flash I started to question them. It was pretty obvious to me that Batman and Superman were not going to be doing a t.v series( DC has to catch up to Marvel). For them to put two people who are obviously part of the justice league on t.v was where my outrage began. If The Justice League is going to be compete with the Avengers they don’t need to have two members of the Justice League on t.v. Then Again lets be honest…how many origin stories do we really want to sit through on the big screen? I wasn’t happy about but then again I was tired of watching origin stories on the big screen so I gave it a try. The Green Arrow was pretty good but I was mostly impressed by the Flash. First and foremost I am impressed by the casting of Barry Allen and second the class was all inclusive in a not so invasive way( love the fact that the hero love interest is black). Anyway I was feeling this whole set up. Every summer I looked forward to a new season of both the Arrow and Flash all the way up to season five with the Arrow( which is the season I stopped at) and season 6 with the Flash. When they started adding Supergirl and the Legends came about that was when thing became overkill for me. I don’t care what Supergirl is doing but the legends were pretty new but I didn’t give them a try because…yeah. Now with Batgirl and a bunch of series on HBO Max. When they decided to not only come out with a Juctice League movie but to add a different Flash that was when I realize that Hollywood is not paying attention to quality. They are trying to outdo Marvel( which at this point DC looses). I hated this for DC but with all them damn batman movies. You would think that DC would have done a Justice League movie a million years ago. There have been one thousand batmans and five supermans already but no Justice League movie YET. It feels like creativity has been missing but politics is heavily there when it comes making films. My suggestion is that DC need to fix their mess instead of compete with Marvel and give Grant Gustin Ezra Miller’s job as the Flash.

Bortherly Love giving to much love and stop signing tortured souls

Diddy can’t stop won’t stop huh?! You would think that he would let it go since he is a billionaire but not now you are trying to start a r&b label and ruining some mo people’s lives sir??!!!!! I don’t understand why at the age of 50 you are starting a label again. If you don’t know Diddy a.k.a Puff Daddy a.k.a P. Diddy a.k.a Brotherly Love has been notorious (no pun intended) for signing DOA artist. His last successful artist was and will always be Biggie. Ever since Biggie’s death Diddy has not been able to capture the same magic, he had with Biggie ever. The problem is how many desperate souls are going to fall for Diddy making them star. You deserve what comes with it. I have to be honest with as someone who approached a z list celeb to help me get clout (I lowkey knew it wasn’t going to work out). Of course, this backfired and it is going to backfire for anyone who thinks Diddy is going to help their career. If you have not notice a few of his artist has passed away (Mase thought Diddy was shooting at him during the Lovers and Friends festival). The group he created on MTV three bands on tv (one band was a rap band called Da Band, the others were girl group that did pop music and a boy group that did r&b group.) most of the people ended up in bad situations. One of the members of Da Band got arrested recently for pimping. Anyway, Diddy does NOT have good record when it comes to his artist. Another thing he sucks at is choosing one lover. This man couldn’t commit to the right woman even if she was with him for ten plus years. Let’s not also mention that his longtime lover Kim Porter did die from suspicious circumstances. Right now as we speak Yung Miami is arguing with Diddy other girl right now as we speak. This man’s love life was like this before this situation but if you are looking for stability from him ask Kim. I don’t know what it is about Diddy but he is just a bad omen to me. His success has came at the downfall of many and he has yet to receive any karmic debt. Maybe it is because Diddy isn’t doing anything wrong or in astrological terms he will receive his karma in his next lifetime. Either way this man is a bad manager and a bad lover to have. I wouldn’t even want to be within 10 feet of him. I don’t know how to end this but I will say this. Nobody is going to outshine Diddy.

All I saw was fire

This has taken me two days to try to execute because at the end of the day not everybody reads the bible but everybody has a form of context that is similar to the bible. Anyway I have to talk about these dreams I have been having in the past ten years. The first time I saw this dream it was technically 12 years ago to be exact. In the dream it was around the holiday season and I was with my aunt in a black suv( in all my dreams dealing with my aunt always have a black suv in it). Anyway we are driving around my hometown and at the time I recieved the dream ( I was 19-20) I thought it was snow. Now I know that it was an ash cloud from a volcano that started to erupt. The fire erupted around the Christmas tree. Me and my aunt were in shock and of course hysteria erupted around town. Twelve years later I had a finishing to the dream. I was inside a huge salon ( which is now Stevie B’s). Me, my mom and cousin were arguing about staying in my hometown. While we were arguing. Lava was going down the same street me and my aunt had passed in my last dream. My cousin ( who is my aunt’s daughter) for some reason didn’t want us to leave. Both dreams dealing with fire and I came up with that the first dream was the beginning and the last dream was the ending of the first dream. At first in my flesh mind I thought it meant that I needed to leave and stay away from my hometown (Kind of like Sodom and Gommorah) but I realize it meant something else recently. Do yall remember the last season of Game of Thrones(GOT)? Recently my mind has ben heavy on the dragon making a ring of fire lately. I know you are thinking….What do dragons have to do with your volcano dreams. I feel like GOT was predicting the future and a lot of people miss that part of the show. Now this is where biblical context is going to pop up. Yall know the part about a dragon speaking in the books of revelations right?! The one thing that I have learn as I have gotten older that people misunderstand the bible because they might feel that it is not realistic. Sometimes you have to see things physically but understand that the context is a spiritual thing. I think there is going to be a ring of fire around us. Don’t get it twisted to all the Amelia Bedelia’s of the world I am not talking about a spiritual fire. I have been talking about this on my podcast for a minute. Just know this. A dragon is upon us. Also my home town is not Sodom and Gomorrah.

Young Thug and Gunna situation

In a world full of people who love to lie. I have to tell the truth, but the truth I want to tell might not come out because it conflicts with my business plans. I can’t lie to yall but this whole situation doesn’t feel right to me. There are a lot of cases where I simply can’t defend the rapper (Kodak Black and DaBaby) These guys feel questionable to me. I’m not saying that they are shady. What I am saying is that I feel like someone has a motive for this. I notice that Atlanta has elected a young black woman as district attorney. With that being said my question is…..what is her history with Young Thug and Gunna or what is her motive. Rappers have a history of pissing of the wrong people. Especially black politicians. Lets look at T.I for an example. Yall remember two summer ago when he was accused of sexual assaulting several different girl. It was all spearheaded by Sabrina Peterson who funded a candidate who was going to go after T.I in full force. Not only the candidate lost but now people act like hey don’t remember what T.I and Tiny did. This case feels like that. The funny part about this is that I had to rewatch to make sure I had all my ducks in a row because I almost accused Fulton County D.A of something that is not true. Anyway yall remember when Lil Wayne Tour bus got shot up?? Do you remember the guy who was arrested for the shooting?? You remember people saying that it had to do with Young Thug but couldn’t prove it??? That was the first domino that fell. I’m assuming the gun down of Young Thug’s baby mama at a bowling alley was the last domino that fell that gave the police their ammo. Now the part that confuse me is the record label being a gang affiliated. Why would some be so bold but also hidden in plain sight??? This goes all the back to something people were claiming about Suge Knight and Death Row records. Except not only did they have gangs on the pay roll but they also allegedly had cops on the pay roll too. Anyway my question in my Mob wives accent is Who’s the rat? Another question I have is how come it only took them one year when it has taken people ten or more years to shut down Jen Shah? People already assume the worst out of anybody so how can you say that you thoroughly investigated the situation. All I know is that the Fulton County DA wasn’t able to really answer the questions that needed to be answer. That to me alone tells me that they don’t have enough evidence and this is a vanity thing. Cops love arresting rappers because they don’t believe people who live in the ghetto deserve to come up in the world so the animosity between rappers and cops is like water and vinegar.( Also it didn’t start like this until NWA did a song saying fuck the police so yeah.) The relationship between America’s so called good doers and renegades have not been solid. With the same eyes I side eye rappers also side-eye the police as well so I would like to say that I am an equal opportunist when it comes to holding people accountable. The whole situation don’t smell right and I will Definity keep you posted on this.

The Continuation of Meg and Tory bull$hit

It seems to me neither Meg nor Tory wants this case to happen. Tory doesn’t want his name cleared and Meg doesn’t want the person responsible for her injury to be taken to jail. With Meg doing an interview with Gayle King and Tory teaming up with the tea spillers to expose Meg. It seems to me that this whole damn case is going to get tossed out. I never seen two people whose team has handled this whole situation in an irresponsible way. It is almost like Meg and Tory don’t have any real friends to be honest with you. This is a prime example of being lonely at the top means. Now what??? The lawyers, doctors and fake ass friends are just draining the pockets of both parties. Meanwhile you as the people and community are just falling for the gaslighting that both Tory and Meg have been doing. The whole protects black women thing, but you fail to shed light on black women and girls being murdered. The whole black men are victims to bullshit, and you also fail at shedding light on cases where black men have falsely been accused. At this point these two narcissists need a room with each other. Nobody is going to jail and Meg will loose her spot at the top over this. I DO NOT feel bad for neither of them and I feel no ways about the failing justice system as we speak. GOOD LUCK CHUCK.

Lessons in being scam #2: Don’t give them money first

I decided to start a series revolving around something that keeps happening to me since my 20’s. I have found myself spending money I don’t have for scamming situations. Next to college, I have found myself shelling out thousands of dollars for things that didn’t pan out. I am here to help you avoid these situations that unfortunately happen to me. The first lesson is if people ask you for money before performing a service. Don’t give it to them. I know this also might affect you getting your hair, nails and other cosmetic things done as well but trust me on this. NEVER spend money on a service that has yet to happen yet. People these days are very good at selling shit and telling you that it is brownies. With today’s economy being in shambles and everybody needing to eat. People are doing some fucked up things to stay afloat. One of them is offering you something that you cannot refuse. The whole gig is that they never had it to give to you. They are selling you something that lowkey you could probably get yourself, but you don’t have the confidants to get it. Desperate times call for desperate measures and that is including your wallet. Nobody cares anymore about the damages they cause you and your family. That is why I am here to help you not make the same mistake. Of course, my lessons are free but once a week I will taking you on my journey on how to avoid spending money that you don’t have. keep your pockets closed and spiritual eyes open.

I’m not a morning person

I can never forget or forgive August Alsina being verbally abusive to Keisha Chante for asking a question about his public beef with Trey Songz. I am a fan of August but as someone who will be interviewing people in the future. I don’t appreciate the verbal disrespect. As far as Kehlani is concerned girl gtfoh with that mess. Everybody in the entertainment industry want to be oppressed so bad that they make up situations dealing with misgendering. I am not a politically correct person so let me give my view on Kehlani and Demi Lavato shameful attempt to be oppressed. When they are privilege. You are able to at a young age to do what you love for a living. You have been giving more years than you deserve but you still manage to stay relevant. The you see that your career is falling and whatever affliction you are trying to put out there isn’t working so you decided to change the way you identify yourself. Back in the day it uses to be an image change. Now we attach ourselves to LGBTQIA issues. I guess being bisexual wasn’t enough for Demi and being a lesbian isn’t enough for Kehlani. Anyway, now the in thing is to refer to yourself as Them/they. I’m not going to pretend like this doesn’t have a dark ting to it. The reason why I am saying this is because there is a mental disorder revolving around people having multiple personalities. In a matter of fact, it uses to be called Multiple Personality disorder. Now it is known as dissociative identity disorder (DID). With this disorder it is a disorder where a person has multiple personalities in one person. Think of the movie Split. In the movie Split this man has about 10 personalities. This disorder is caused by someone going through extremely traumatic situations. It should not be taken lightly or made fun of. Now that we have an understanding why someone who is not known for having DID being problematic with wanting to be called them/they. To me it feels like you are making fun of the disorder. With that being something that already irritated me about Kehlani (and Demi Lavato). For Kehlani to come to Atlanta with a sour patch kid attitude just sent me up the tree. None of the host of the Morning Vibe are known for being problematic like Charlamagne or Akademik. The don’t do things for clout and clickbait so for her to have a bad attitude was unwarranted. Now if they did research on making sure to not misgender you, why would consciously attack them publicly??? Another since you have a big ass month on the internet, why didn’t you use that mouth with the Morning Vibes crew?? Back to my point if you weren’t feeling the vibes with them. You could have left during the commercial break. Another way she could have handled it was to have her team (my bad I meant them/they) to tell people how to address them. Its funny how people have who people have the energy to be mad at. The purpose of having a voice is to use it. Instead you decided to emotionally abuse people who didn’t do nothing to you. I personally know how it feels to be emotionally abused by someone who is a public figure for not knowing what I did wrong and being told I did something wrong. I stand with the morning vibes. As for Kehlani your 15 minutes are up. what are you going to do now claim you’re black?

The Problem with Kimmie wearing the dress

I know a lot of people have expressed outrage over Kimmie wearing the Marilyn Monroe’s “Happy Birthday Mr. President” dress to the Met Gala because one nobody likes Kimmie K. Two people felt like because the dress was an artifact that it should have been kept on the shelf to conserve. For me it was more than about conserving the dress(even though I don’t care for Kimmie stinking up and stretching the dress) but I see a more spiritual side to the demonizing of this dress. Just in case you were born in the early 2000’s or you have been sleeping under a rock. Let’s take a trip back to the 60’s. If you don’t know word on the street is that Hollywood Starlet is having a secret affair with Camelot. If you don’t understand that reference. Google President Kennady and Camelot. Anyway people saw the Kennady’s as American royalty. Now for his birthday Marilyn Monroe not only showed up in a nude dress ( back then that was harlot behavior) but she sung Happy Birthday sensually to the president. This was a very controversial thing to happen. Understand that not too long after that Marilyn Monroe was found unresponsive in her house and that Camelot unfortunately ended under the demise of not only JFK but his brother RFK. Now I’m not going to bring conspiracy theory in this because this is a spiritual thing I am trying to bring so we can save the JFK,RFK and Marilyn Monroe theories or later. I want to talk about the spiritual aspect of a woman who was seen as a harlot versus a woman who Gucci with being seen as a harlot. I feel like Marilyn Monroe is one of the most misunderstood people of all time ( it must be a Gemini thing). Yes she was beautiful and a sex symbol but she was more than that. People will always look up to the beauty because she was a free spirit before the time of being free spirited. Marilyn will never be replace I don’t care what anybody else say but what she went through in life was rough. Around the time she did the happy brithday thing. There was a possiblity that she was suffering from a mental illness. Now I don’t know if she really did have a mental illness because also word on the street is that she was seen as crazy because of some of the classified information JFK allegedly was giving her. (This is a conspiracy but I mean is it far fetch). Back to the story this situation would not have been seen as a joyful time in Ms. Monroe’s life. For people to not see the full blown truth of the situation is kind of sad how we think all the alleged affair stuff goes away. People loved the first lady so yeah I wouldnt want to compete with her neither. Anyway for a 21st century harlot to think she can put her huge wannabe black ass in the dress is appalling to me. Not because of who it is but because what was going on at the time and how knowing that within itself is a spiritual scar. Why is it a spiritual scar you ask? Well sleeping with the president and for something like that to scar her legacy is not something Mrilyn Monroe is proud of. Now for Kimmie she doesnt mind being seen as a whore especially a presidential one so she is okay with that. For Mairlny she had a sad life in the end and she deserves better. I think Kimmie is trying to use Marilyn’s energy to recieve Marilyn’s success but she is going to soon find out that Marilyn’s life was not easy. She thinks that conjuring Marilyn’s spirit is going to put her in a position to be an icon but it is not. If Kim thinks Ray J fake leaking the tape is bad. Wait and see what happen with the can of warms Marilyn Monroe’s lock of hair is going to unleash. Good luck Kimmie.