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Now before we get into why the Bird was compromised, let’s talk about the people who were on panel besides Birdie and Feisty (later found out she was a psycho too, but we are not talking about that side story). Next to Feisty there was four other women on the panel. One again I will not use their real names but if they are reading this blog. They know who they are. There was Kelly the super horny 22-year-old, Xena our mature Island friend who has nothing to do with our crazy American drama, Shanene the mid 30-year-oldmother of one who for some reason always has the tea, Rose Petals who was 22 as well with an amazing singing voice and very good actress and last but not least Firecracker who you will later find out is the delusional villain. Now that you know the other characters in my story next to Feisty and Birdie. Now I am going to tell you how Birdie messed up. I found out by just handing out in the chat on Bigo that Birdie always finds herself in someone else’s drama and doesn’t mind pulling you into with her. That night of our initial meeting. She did just that. She told me about the drama between Odette and Jezebel (Jezebel was also a problem to that I will later discuss). Apparently, the girls were fighting for Papa’s attention (Papa is another name for O’Ryan by the way). Long story short, Jezebel asked Papa to follow her and initially he said that he wasn’t going to follow anyone who did not have a fire page. Apparently both Odette and Jezebel had fire Instagram pages( a.k.a they had the sexiest pictures). At first they were meeting on zoom (Birdie being in the mix) as friends but then all of a sudden, they had a falling out over who Papa liked more. Word on the street is that Papa had slept with Odette but I don’t l know, and I don’t care because Papa is for everybody. Next to this happening, Papa got a mysterious note on Twitter dissing him and the girls (some say it is Odette, some said it was Jezebel). When I heard this, I should have kept my ass away but at the time I thought that I needed them to get next to Papa (found out I didn’t). It was pretty obvious from the start that Firecracker was Team Odette but the others were team Jezebel. Stay tuned for Part 3.

Like I said in my previous blog. I will be chronical zing my life around stans. In honor of the T.V show Swarm. As I am writing this. I still don’t have a clear idea how to begin this blog, so I will start with what caused me to hang around Omarion superfans. This all-started March 23rd, 2020. Omarion and O’Ryan (Omarion’s sexy ass younger brother and only brother) decided to do Millenium Mondays because the Millenium tour was canceled due to the lockdown. Omarion and O’Ryan chose to do Millenium Mondays up until Omarion got tired of and it broke off into Late Night crew with O’Ryan. Now this is where the story gets really interesting. If you didn’t know anything about O’Ryan. I will be giving you e brief history about O’Ryan before he had a baby with Jhene. Back in the day (around 2004-2005) TUG decided to release music that was created by O’Ryan. Now before he did Take It Slow, O’Ryan was featured on the You Got Served soundtrack with the song Smells Like A party. Later on in 2004 he came out with the song Take It Slow. I don’t know what happened to his music afterwards (word on the street is that O’Ryan snitched on Stokes) and his career kind of went into oblivion. I have always wondered what happened to O’Ryan until 2008 there was an announcement of him and Jhene having a beautiful baby girl. After that it seemed like Papa went into oblivion again until the 2019 Millenium Tour a.k.a The B2K reunion that sucked. Found out through following him on Instagram that he had been Djing in the last few years (I think he has been doing it for ten years now if I am not mistaken). I have always had a thing for O’Ryan so watching him on his live djing was the best feeling after not seeing him for so long. Now the real party was in the comment section of the live with girls flirting, arguing and just being stupid. Now it took me while to get attention from anybody. It wasn’t until O’Ryan went to Bigo, that I caught his attention. (Also, one of the girls who I will be nicknaming Birdie who said Hey to me in the comment section of his Instagram live). I didn’t officially meet him until July 2020(for some reason O’Ryan always show up in July). I met him on an afternoon panel on Bigo. I jumped into the que thinking that he wouldn’t pick me and then he picked me. Being a fan of O’Ryan for almost 20 years so I was super ecstatic. He asked me my name, my sign and what I did for a living (I dropped the ball on that and said that I was a writer when I actually am a nail technician). I wanted to continue to talk to him but one person on the panel wanted to take over the conversation and make it about her (she also became a huge issue in the end when it came dealing with the family, we had joined on Bigo but I will be saving that story for a rainy day). One night after meeting him I saw a group of the girls on a panel just talking and enjoying themselves. At first, I wanted to avoid them but then I decided to join the party because I couldn’t go outside. This is where I met Birdie and also where I met Feisty (once again a lot of the women’s names will be omitted due to the fact that there were some illegal things going on.) At first it was fun until Birdie told me about the drama that was happening. TO BE CONTINUED……..

I know I don’t post much but after watching the second episode of Swarm on Amazon. This has given me the gonads to be able to tell you about my story. Dealing with obsessed fans. Before I get into this. Let me talk about the Amazon series Swarm first. This series is about a young 20something who is obsessed with a Beyonce-esque superstar. Her obsession becomes awry when her best friend gets murdered by her boyfriend (spoilers alert) and she goes on a killing spree. Now if you want more details about this show. Go to Amazon and um…. watch it! Anyway, this show touch on a lot of things people don’t want to talk about. One is the weird awkward girl who doesn’t know how to express herself in a normal way. I am the weird awkward girl, but I know how to express myself in a normal way. In a matter of fact, I am doing it right now. Another way is through my podcast “These Walls Are Thin”. It appears to me that the lead character Dre obviously has a problem with conforming to society (long story short she is antisocial). Due to her antisocial nature, she has a hard time connecting to people outside who are not Nijah fans. The only reason why she has a friend (Marissa) is because she is a fan as well but is not as obsessed with Nijah as Dre. Everything seem to be normal with Dre until things changed. This is when her darker true self comes out. You would think that the reason why she is killing is to avenge her friend until you realize her basis for killing people (they are not Nijah fans). Regardless of if the person feeds the homeless or cloth the naked, if you talk bad about Queen Nijah, you are out of here. I know a lot of people can recognize this behavior with a group of people. Who are fans to the real-world queen which is Beyonce and the Beehive. Even with Nicki and her Barbz, you say one bad thing about Nicki. You are roasted with unicorns and with Beyonce bees. This show explains how being a stan can make a person who is lonely and misunderstood. A dangerous person. I will be doing a chronicle about experience being around Omarion fans. Thank you, Donald Glover, once again for bringing forward the truth. Of everyday life. Alson Donald, please explain the last episode of Atlanta sir.

I am so over this little they love us but hate situation we have with white people. At this point it is giving servant and master again and I hate it. Anway, I don’t know if I said this last year about the Will and Chris situation, but I am going to renter it for those of you who don’t understand the complexity of being honored by white society, but you can’t show your “black ass” for a lack of a better wording. As you saw at this year’s Academy Awards. Clearly Angela Bassett didn’t win for her role in Wakanda Forever and it was given to Jamie Lee Curtis. Don’t get it twisted, I love both of these women all the same but why? Both Angela Bassett and Jamie Lee Curtis are living legends and they both deserve awards for their work. The question is why put two deserving women against each other one and two why didn’t Angela Bassett get her Oscar for What Love Got to Do with It? My reasoning behind why Angela didn’t get her Oscar again is…. niggas acted the fool last year. As a black person myself, I have noticed a pattern when it comes to my people. It has always been different rules for us versus them. Anytime we do things they don’t approve of. The rest of us somehow get punished for that. Our punishment was Angela Bassett not winning an Oscar. I hate that this is how it is, but it is. Do you want to know why though? It is like this because our black asses are always looking for white approval. At this point it is not even white people fault!!! When your own people praise your for conforming into society. That is why The Oscars will be exalted and the BET awards will be seen as ghetto. This younger generation believes the lie that white is right and now. It is detrimental to our careers. It is nothing with associating with white people but when associate with white people and don’t acknowledge or discredit your black audience. That is when you have epically failed. Until we understand our value, we are always going to be used as an example of what happens when you act the fool.

Watching clips from the Xscape and SWV show I feel like there is something missing. Yes, I am very aware of issue between the Scott sisters, but I feel like there is an unforeseen source that is behind this drama. Someone who seems to be like Teflon in every situation while everybody is going through their “drama”. I’m talking about the one the only Kandi Burress. Ever since Phaedra and Porsha tried to “expose” Kandi. She seems to have some power over there at Bravo. Power that I feel like is starting to dwindle. I don’t know if you have notice Kandi grievances about her castmates on the RHOA. She claims that they are coming for her. I don’t know why her RHOA castmates are coming for her, but it is frustrating when everybody is going through something but Mrs. Burress Tucker. It was almost like that with Mrs. Renner until she pissed off Mrs. Hilton. That will eventually happen to Kandi on RHOA. I have a feeling that Andy has a wildcard up his sleeve that is going to humble the shitty food from OLG out of Kandi. Now with this R & B Queen show. The spotlight might be on the Scott sisters this week but trust and believe that. Somehow drama is going to spill off into Kandi because she swears up and down people are jealous of her. My problem with Kandi is that she is always throwing rocks and hiding her hands. Like her former castmate Nene has said in the past, you don’t get by by doing dirty. I feel like Kandi past, present and future is about to drag this woman into the depth of the hell she has created for other people. Good luck Chuck!!

As a B2K expert. When I saw the previews to this episode. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. I have told you guys about having a friend who got scammed by a fake Omarion Instagram account but at the end of the day for some reason. This story sounds fake and clout chasey to me. As a plus size woman I and other plus size women like me have an understanding especially when it comes to well-known men. We all know that they like being with women who are “aesthetically” pleasing. Meaning someone who is under a size ten mostly lighted skinned with 3C hair type. If you are overweight, black (especially of a darker skin toned) with some form of 4type hair (or no hair at all). Most entertainers don’t pay you no attention and if they do it is in secret. For this woman who if I’m not mistaken is clearly over the age of 25(might even be 35) to believe that Mr. Granberry wants is emotionally exhausting for me. Yes, I have met Omarion before (I also have met O”Ryan his brother and Raz-B his douchebag bandmate) but never did I ever fall for a fake page that was probably done by someone who needs money. For you as a woman who is black, extremely overweight (and can barely breathe) to think that Omarion would ask you for money that he can quickly make on merch alone. Shows that you are desperate to do anything to meet this man. Another question I have is….is this real or a clout chasing scheme set up by Dr. Phil???? Omarion was on the Millenium Tour in 2021 and he did a book tour in 2022(he also did a docuseries premiere in Atlanta, but I didn’t get to meet him then, but I got to talk to O’Ryan). Has this woman ever met Omarion at a Meet and greet or something????? To me this woman looks housebound even though she was able to go to the show. This woman also seemed a little…….not in touch if you know what I mean. I don’t think she is part of his fandom or is sign3ed up to his fan mail account (you know his mailing list for updates). It is not like she can’t afford technology (she gave the scammer $4,500 for Christ’s sake) but it feels like the only social media platform she goes on is Facebook and maybe Instagram. Anyway, my theory that this was just a set up to make Dr. Phil relevant is still a possibility but for this lady to let someone do her like that…….is wrong and disgusting. She deserves better and my heart goes out to her but still again. The story sounds a little fake to me.

Keily,Keily,Keily girl. I don’t understand why you keep telling them 20-year-old stories that nobody wants to hear about girl. It is bad enough that you and your colorist ass mama ruin not only 3LW but the Cheetah Girls because she thought that you were going to be the second coming of Beyonce. Due to the fact that you had green eyes but no talent that was a no bueno for you boo. Now at the age of 36 you are telling us about the flings that people already knew you were part of and none of these men are claiming you. Next to that you want to get into a fight with someone who is selling out concerts around the world and scream protect the black woman when you threw two peas or some chicken at Naturi Naughton because there is no consequence for assaulting a dark skin black girl. Hoe sit down!!! Nobody likes you or wants to be around you!! You are not that great of a singer one because they had to autotune your ass unlike Adrienne and Naturi who could really sing. Next to that you threw a temper tantrum on tv in the studio on that reality show for wash ups. Acting like the children you just gave birth too. It is pretty obvious to me that you were a liability then and a liability now. The green eyes don’t work anymore one and two go sit down, raise your kids are enjoy being a housewife to a rich white man. GOOD DAY TO YOU MAAM!!!!!

Lately I have noticed a little skirmish between Offset and J. Prince about the untimely death of Takeoff. As an outsider looking, I can’t lie. J. Prince is being disrespectful but when I found out the history as to why J. Prince is being disrespectful……..I got even more scared. If you have been living under a rock somewhere. You should have notice that J. Prince’s daughter, Maya is going viral for all the wrong reasons. The main wrong reason which is…. child abuse. I was scrolling around the You of the Tube and notice a man doing a live talking about the video showing Maya basically being frustrated with her baby crying. Now this particular YouTuber did not show the video but as I search the web, I found the video of course on Twitter. Of course, my initial response was anger and disgust but the I dug a little deeper and saw what was really happening. The first question I have is…. who recorded this girl, and did she know that she was being recorded??? I am going to go with the obvious answer which is no. Maya was not aware that she was being recorded. If she was…then that is fucked up, but I don’t think she knew. The next question is…who is responsible for the release of this video??? I know the first answer yall are thinking is Offset but I don’t think that Offset has the time or balls to do something like this. I don’t think it would be a wise move for Offset to blackmail J. Prince’s daughter. The question still remains…who would gain from blackmailing the Prince Family????? Was it the same person whose mother that is in prison saying that he sold his soul to the devil and left her for dead???? Only time will tell. I don’t want no problem and I choose to mind my own business.

While I was strolling through Instagram. I saw an advertisement about a new t.v series about someone hunting Hitler. The first question that came to my mind was why the hell is we hunting Hitler? The other question is why we are so obsessed with disgusting ass people like him? It seems like the world we live in is obsessed with mass murderers. People like this are getting more praised than people who are fighting or were fighting for world peace. As a psychology student I get but in the same extent. with all of these documentaries, movies and tv shows talking about people like Hitler, Jeffrey Dahmer and more. We shouldn’t be shocked that we are living in a time period where people think that it is okay to kill a large group of people. The reason why is because end the end you get a movie, book and tv show named after you. I notice that when you are a person of peace. Nobody cares about what you are doing. It is kind of like Nipsey Hustle if you will. People only knew about his past as a crip, but nobody knew about how he was trying to build up his childhood home. stop created work surrounding people who are evil.