Uncensored

I was not able to watch his uncensored on TV One but from looking at the comment section. It seems like you did do what I asked you to do. I keep forgetting that you did not publish those videos, your brother did. For that reason and that reason only, I am assuming we will not get the full story out of you about your abuse. It is probably best especially if you want the authorities to take your case seriously. I still cannot help but feel frustrated with you because you do not understand how many people go to bat for you. Anyway, it is not like you are listening to me or reading my blog. Now that I look back at our “misunderstanding”. I feel like you were in some way asking for help. I felt like you were asking for help and then like a typical Gemini. You pulled back when I got too close to you. The truth is I know the truth as to what happened to that beautiful and very talented young man. I can still hear you crying and laughing to keep from crying. You do not want people to see you like they saw you last year and I understand. What I still for the life of me do not understand is why did you do me like that? The whole truth and nothing but the truth is all I wanted to give you was love and in return I got called a retarded bitch. I just wanted to get to know the guy I love and adored as a teenager. I should have never made it a business transaction because I knew that you were going to feel used. That was not my intention at all. I just wanted to have a friendship with you. You may feel used, but I feel used too. I am not somebody who is always asking for handouts. I prefer to go it alone and do it myself. You made my nightmare come true and it has been really hard for me to get past that. I am going to ask you like I asked you in Haitian Creole again, why me?