The $2500 situation

I had previously written in the blog before this one that I had gained back my $600 lost and my $2500 lost. I will post the podcast explaining how I gained it back, but I would like to talk about the pickle the $2500 situation that hurt my feelings to the point where I should have not returned for more pain. Let’s go back to October 2021 shall we. I can admit I was in emotionally distress but I can also admit that I should have never thought that you would understand because you are a dumb ass man. It was the first night of the Millenium tour with just Omarion in L.A and Firecracker, Odette and the others were in L.A for the first show. At first, I did not react until I saw the girl that blackmailed (Firecracker) and the girl that made O’Ryan untrusting of us (Odette) in L.A. I was wondering why everybody flocked to L.A for the first show when the always lit show was in Atlanta but I found out soon at midnight. Why everyone was there. Apparently B2K had a mini reunion that resulted in Fizz apologizing but Boog was late. Immediately after seeing this, I started to cry because someone who was on that stage had promised me tickets to see B2K and since I paid my dues ($2500). I should have been there too. The person I am referencing is Raz-B. All of Omarion’s and O’Ryan faithful fans were there, and it hurt me that I wasn’t there, but the hurt was more than me not being at the show. It was the reason why I couldn’t not attend the show that hurt me. Let me explain myself. You see in 2021 the world was in a purgatory due to Covid and I was not able to get any decent work because I was a license nail tech. Now my mom did not mind footing the bill until I decided like an idiot that I wanted to work with Raz. Of course, it cost me, and it also cost me a chance to go to the Millenium tour in 2021. Not thinking that this would affect me working Raz. Long story short he was at the first show on stage one and two I made a cardinal mistake in calling him the night it happened. This was the night he infamously called me a retarded ass bitch. I was extremely hurt and crying and then he topped it with that I needed professional help. Not the pot calling the kettle black. Little did I know was, the night Omarion was “gracious” to let him and Fizzle pop on stage. Omarion had cold shouldered them. Funny how life works right?! In return Raz cold shoulder me too as if it was my fault that Omarion didn’t want anything to do with him. You all know the rest of the story (Raz word was not his bond). Due to this happening to me I had suffered the worst depression a human being could suffer one and two he did it again in May of 2022. By bringing Fizz and Boog to Atlanta and did not invite me. Of course, I could have gone but I asked Raz in the dms if I could go and he did not answer me. I have been wondering what I paid for so long and I realize that he didn’t want the money. At the end of the day. I feel like as a loyal fan that I have suffered for no reason and will never do something like this again. As for Raz yall saw what happened to him and no that apology was not for me because he never personally said sorry for being an ass hole.