Part 5: She thought she was a Trojan Horse

Since Firecracker was using Jezebel’s connections to be part of a family that was going to merge with the family O’Ryan was in. The funny part about this is that all of us ended up joining the family one and some even became host. If you are wondering what a host is on Bigo. Let me explain quickly. a host on bigo is someone who is showcasing their talent for gifts and prizes that in return, turns into actually paying money. According to Birdie, she was the first to become a host out of the group (I will nickname us Papa’s angels for trademark purposes only) but Jezebel was recruited by a family that severally supported her (please don’t let me get into the reasons why). Birdie ended up being in the family as well as me as a gifter at first (I ended up being a host, but nobody supported me but Shanene). Anyway, Firecracker thought she was making us all believe that she was our friends, but she couldn’t help but to show her crazy every now and then. The first sign of crazy happened one night when I was doing my troll fan fiction about B2K and O’Ryan. For some reason she took my troll fan fiction as a way of telling her that I didn’t like Omarion and O’Ryan when the truth is…. I was trolling Firecracker being a stan. If you know me, you know that I don’t have love for Omarion and O’Ryan and the reason I have a fake lopsided beef with Omarion is because 13-year-old me still holds him accountable for the breakup even though I said in my live yesterday that Marques Houston and Sticky Stokes are the reason why. Anyway, being a true stan Firecracker would freak out and loose her mind about me trolling. Every now and then she would have a fit about me talking shit about Omarion. I ignored it because I didn’t know that she was building a sheet against me for O’Ryan. We were all close and supportive of O’Ryan until our six months anniversary, where he lowkey showed his allegiance. Before that though it was my 30th birthday. I thought on my 30th birthday I would being doing a huge early 2000’s party, but the pandemic happened, and we all were stuck at home. Fortunately for me Birdie was willing to host my birthday party. To make things even better O’Ryan stopped by, and side chatted with me for my birthday. This was the best birthday ever with all that was considered. The fucked-up part about this is that Firecracker’s birthday was two weeks before mind and he didn’t acknowledge her birthday publicly that is. Three days later we celebrated our six months anniversary that he chose Odette to host and Dj. For some of the girls this was confirmation that he was sleeping with Odette. Now I didn’t think that Odette had a problem with me since I had met her on Firecracker’s panel but that day. She didn’t let anybody but her crew (Firecracker included) on the panel to talk to O’Ryan. It didn’t bother me because he gave me a happy birthday one and two, we got a hot oil message topless thingy on Instagram for our six-month anniversary that Odette had no control over. Some girls saw it for what it was and others still didn’t get it. I saw it for what it was but I was curious to what was going to happen next. Our next celebration is where Firecracker had a last meltdown and O’Ryan lowkey showed his allegiance.