Along with viewing the first episode of Omega (and being six feet away from Omarion). I got to meet someone that I had met on Bigo in person. That person is no other than O’Ryan. If you don’t know who O’Ryan is he is Omarion’s actual doppelganger (who I feel is better looking but don’t tell Omarion I said that.) Anyway, I was a little nervous about seeing him in person since our fallout on the “island”. I don’t want to go over what actually happened because I am tired of talking about these women. Anyway, long story short I was screen recorded on Bigo saying “f O’Ryan”. I don’t know the context because I said on several different occasions because one, I got tired of talking about O’Ryan and big bro (Big Bro is the nickname we gave Omarion). That was the thing that determined my “loyalty” to the squad and eventually they stop fucking with us. (A few other girls got “kicked off” the island as well). Now Papa wasn’t the one kicking people off the island, but he went along with her outburst she had on LNC sponsored by the family we were in at the time (there was a big fallout with them too, but he had nothing to do with me). Do I think Papa (our nickname for O’Ryan) knew it was going to affect his brand? No but he soon found out it did. Now almost two years later I see things differently. Even though he has not apologized for what has happened. He has shown forms of remorse and that’s enough for me. (He has also explained to people I know that people don’t have control over him). I knew that from the beginning because one he is a typical Aquarius and two, he told our asses he was not looking to settle with anyone (he is there for a fun time not a long time). Unfortunately for him some of the girls are 30 and desperate (I’m 30 but not desperate but a fun time is definitely a goal for me). This is the longest intro ever so I’m going to try to keep the meeting short and sweet. (Yall know I’m not). Seeing him in person was nerve wracking for me because not only there was a fallout on the island, but I fell out with Big Bro’s bandmate too (I was hoping there wasn’t a convo about me, but I don’t think there was). I was so nervous that I started shaking and breathing weird. When I finally got to him, I asked him did he remember me he said I looked familiar, and I told him I was Lady. He proceeded to hug me. With that being said I could have had a longer convo but for me its baby steps. Next time when I see him it is going to be full convo, but my nerves were bad, and period was on, and I just wanted a hug. I was shocked to see that the normal squad wasn’t there but then again, I did tell shawty I was going to see about her if she came to my city.
